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I was doing well today. I had my work to focus on and though my back was a little sore,I pushed forward and did the job. Mentally I talked to myself a very little but I feltsufficiently gratified by...

I am becoming aware of how easily I become mentally fatigued and at those moments my mind splinters.It's weird but do it goes.I had a good session with my therapist.

I just spoke to a friend about feeling crazy and she recommended to be 'crazy kind.'It's an inspirational though. It's helping me look beyond myself and try and rememberto be kind to others. It also...

I lost my sense of perspective and my sense of self discipline. It helps me conduct myself in a way that helps me feel confident and assured in my decisions. My fears I try to allay with faith but...

I woke up at around 300am today - well Blue woke me up wanting to be fed and then I went back to bed.When I was lying there at firstI thought about the night before.I went to a small gathering last...

Though I may feel like I've fallen short last night while spending time with my parentsand family friends - I still now need to pick up the pieces and stay focusedon taking care of the day. My self...

struggling at the moment but I think a productive way for me to thinkabout what I am struggling about could be couched in the idea of 'good enough.'I've been struggling since the zoom call. I've...

I am just transitioning back to my life after having been on a zoomcall for an hour.Initially I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself. I had impulses to turn on the tv (but I was tired of...

I went to sleep last night I have so much that I want to do sometimes (high spirits)but then I have to live in the pragmatic and burymyself - because for what I want to do in life - I do nothave...

just reaching out to say hi to you guys out there.I woke at around 3am today. Just couldn't sleep - butit's no big deal. I got dressed, brushed my teethand then migrated to the kitchen where I fed...

instead of doing the Treepeople Event. My back is sore so I chose the 'no impact' activity. :)

My cat Blue seems like what I bet having a 2 year old child is like. His essentials need to be cared for and then he wants things and tells me so by meowing. Then I have to figure out which one of...

Having serious dark pressure and dark thoughts coming down on my headand it makes me want to reach out - but like I would say to a friend in need,I'll say to myself - deep breaths - and I would...