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last night and this morning I struggled with my self in such a big way..I finally accepted the broken idealism and but persisted to follow my interestsand responsibilities. I went to sleepand woke up...

feeling a little disilussioned about lifebut also inspired to keep on keeping on aboutbeing self responsible and keeping with my interests.I'm trying the best I can and following my interestswill...

some things we do may not be so great - not everything we docan be a great success or have a quality of the out come we hopeforwe may think on which way to go when presented with a goaland choose to...

it's Sunday morning... Went to the Starbucks when it openedand got myself my usual simple coffee. It opens at 5am - it's still dark out but it's become the habit. I like this time of day, though it...

I woke up this morning at around 415am andthen left at 440a for deliveries in LA.I'm home now, I got myself a coffee,ate a couple of my favorite granola barsand now having a pear.Yesterday's wisdom...

we had a telemedicine meeting today:thanks again for today S..I feel a lot more stable, took a little nap, did an errand,and now i am at home just having done the laundryand dishes. I'm getting up...

I'm doing well right now. I have realized some valuable stuff.I came home, having worked well today and just felt undonewith tiredness and inner stuff....my mind really unravels a great deal each...

.....but, I think I should take my own medicine. I had a busy morning at work and then feltcrestfallen when I got home. I didn't feel like doing much, I mean I thought I couldgo out for coffee, and...

At times I wish there were a manual for how to operate my 'mortal coil'and I really admire all of you and those in my life who can manage your livesso well and go for goals and achieve them.Today I...

some days we may not everything we'd like to knowbut instead we know enoughkeep on keeping on....

today went well, but I'm left with a lingering fear over the details at certain pointsand I am realizing I don't know what it's all about - I can't live with these fears as they are - being miserly...

I don't think we need to be in a position of infallibility in order to manifestour lives and also support our friends, comrades and family along the road of life.We do need to be responsible - best...

this morning I woke up with the needling thoughts from last nightand also in life ....and it's trying to make me color my start to the day..I won't have it. I'm going out to get coffee.I hope you...

I am waiting to go to a museum nearby, it opens soon.In the meantime I am listening to a brilliant radio stationthat I love (online.) I donated to them at one time and will alwaysfeel the yearning to...

I came home from work and ate my lunch, played with Blue, showered and dressedand then went for coffee. I talked to my brother on the phone and then talked to my Dadas well, both before I got the...