malibumark

so often it seems that I struggle to get along socially and professionally and I put great effort into both of those things with some success, I hope..I put much effort into my journalling and my...

Time to get back to my lil routine hehegrateful. Happy Sunday,x

I am starting to get a glimpse of some truthsabout my own and different lives of friends... I think we may try to livein a kind of way that we're happy about in our livesand then when we come into...

I went to work today and for some reason, a lot of the customers were grouchywith me - it was odd - I felt kind of injured when I came home. Just aimless and licking my woundsso to speak. I...

something i don't think i ever corelated was that,though i have said this before about when I wake in the morning,is that as I wake I have disturbing needling thoughts; I'm realizing thisnow that...

i was texting a couple of friends this morning.I just suddenly realized that instead of putting them on a pedestal,though I love them both so much and think they have great virtues...I decidedto...

this morning I woke to the nervous anxiety that happens many morningsin the process of me waking up. I feel bad that I fixate on it - as if to solve it -I just don't know how people have a cogent...

my therapist introduced a new idea to me, well maybe she's said itin so many different ways before, but what she said to me last timewas that "you're feelings towards things around you might change...

Things are good. I mean I've done laundry and put it away. I've showered and dressed and now waiting for the bed linens to dry so that I can make the bed. Doing stuff on my own can be mighty...

I was really badgered this morning with intrusive thoughts during a delivery run for my parents.My Aunties (my mother's sisters), this past year,wanted to come out ot California to visit.I told them...

a customer who visits most days, in the early hours when I am at work,came in today as usual. Today, however, she gave me a nice Christmas card and a hefty monetary gift.Super nice of her. Her card...

cheering you guys on ...from here!feeding the good wolf here -had an interesting morning at work -the weekend had my mind all turned around with new ideas,possibility and torment from outside my...

Keep on keeping on!

it's been kind of a mixed up day... moments of up - moments of down...moments of clarity..moments of confusion....moments that I see and accept that I just kind of have to mentally sew togetherthe...