keeping faith in life

I have to admit that my mood went south. But I am trying to remember kind gestures

to believe in the support I have around me. I have been alone all day, which is fine,

but for some reason the emotional waters are flooding down on top of my head, face and eyes.

I told myself to have faith in life and that helped keep me moving forward and then

I remembered my parents support for me. 

I guess after last night's indulgence and being alone today - though I have had some good

insights that kept me going - it may have set the stage for my reactions today.

I just never know what's going to happen with my mind and emotions - but I am glad and proud of the fact

that I am doing some work myself - pulling my own weight as much as I can - and taking

care of myself and Blue and my home. Gosh I am so grateful for the job I have.

I love being out in the world figuring things out - and keeping them running

and interacting with adults. I may have my personal stumbling blocks but

I am doing something which is great.