malibumark

Thankfully my therapist has set a meeting for us today. I'm happy but I'm also just feeling a churning engine inside my chest and gut. Like Arfie said, it's what you do with it that is the answer. I...

I am so finding that we are all wrangling with feelings within us..And so I came home today and ate lunch and then sat down..on the couch..'I'm not here to do nothing' I thought to myself. I was just...

About to start work here. Need to tell myself I can do it. My energy is over the top today. Got to keep my head on, keep on keeping on. Telling myself I can do it!! You guys can do it too!! Have a...

I have to admit, I can't wait to have her to talk to.Things are good, I guess I am just lonely for the one on one timewhere we talk about things that come to mind. She is a terrific Doctor.I'm hoping...

why does it seem some mornings i deconstruct and dismantle my sense of beingonly to have the day ahead to reconstruct and find a sense of order and function?Well, it is a blessing I think. I am glad...

About to go and shave and jump in the shower. Got to get it together. Sending good vibes for a good day and week for us!! Peace, Mark

I was sitting here going through the paces of taking care of the day and then I found myself just not knowing what else to do. I know I've said that before, that I get frozen or that I get lost in...

Today is a good day...Easter Sunday for the Western tradition...I celebrate both Western and Orthodox Easter..Today no one in my family is around but my brother and sister (and niece)called me.....

I went to sleep last night, doing the same ole sleep inducing regimen.I had a good day with my brother and folks yesterday...but as I woke up slowly this morning, half dreaming, half wakingin part...

lately I have been learning to 'go with' and find the 'personally meaningful' in life.Accepting what things mean to me along the lines of the rejecting of that 'comparing habit'and just thinking in...

my therapist is very sick. she's cancelled two appointments nowand this is the first time she's ever done this during the yearsi've known her. I'm really concerned. She's important.

About to start work here....need to give myself a pep talk.happy Weekend to you guys!

About to start work here.Got to pump myself up and give a good pep talk.Have a great day you guys!!

I find myself wanting to have rest time very much.When I do rest, it's important for me to commit to it.Then I'm also aware that it's really important for meto have some personally meaningful...

Just about to start work here.I am very grateful for everything in my life.Thanks for being there.Have a good day everyone!