gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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July 3/4, 2009: Okay, so many of you read, before, that there was a "girl" saying Adam was/is the father of her baby. Adam got a letter from Family Services today stating this. They will pay...
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July 1, 2009 (LATE!) I don't really know how I feel today. I was looking at so many of my DS friends profiles only to find they have gone (from the site) or not written for a long, long, time. ...
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June 30, 2009: Well, today was a bit better... I am still not feeling very well so I slept in....WAY IN! (Noon) I hadn't been up too long when there was a knock at the door. Adam answered it. ...
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June 30, 2009: Well, today was a bit better... I am still not feeling very well so I slept in....WAY IN! (Noon) I hadn't been up too long when there was a knock at the door. Adam answered it. ...
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June 29, 2009 (Late) I am sad. Our rabbit, Hoppy, died. We have had him a little over two years. Okay...it is "just" a rabbit. He was the honey color of the story book rabbits. Melissa...
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6-27-09 (LATE): I have to say the comments made on my last journal were the most profound I have ever recieved! I so appreciate them. They really helped me! Truly! The comments, coupled with...
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June 24, 2009: I "chatted", again, with an EMT that was on the scene the day Scott died. She was also his friend. I am still struggling with the "what if's". She, very candidly, told me that...
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Saturday, 6-20-09: I have been really puny! Last week-end Craig brought this nasty cold/virus/something, home. I have been pretty puny for the last several days. I started coming down with...
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6-12/13-09: I am feeling a bit better. I still am anxious, but not as much. I am back on my anti-depressant, but only for two days. I don't know if that would make a difference, or not. I...
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6-9-09: I don't know why I am feeling so anxious! It all began (again) when my friend killed himself. I thought I would start to feel better after all the services were over. I don't. Of...
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Sun. night, June 7: It has been a really hard week! Last Sunday, a co-worker/friend, killed himself. He hung himself. I struggle with the image. He was only thirty-five. I visited with...
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009: Today was not horrible. This past weekend was tough. Melissa's angel date was the 24th. And, going to the cemetery's for Memorial Day, is always hard. Anyway,...
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May 10, 2009: This morning I woke up in a HUGE funk! No gifts, no greetings, ect. Scott was always so good about making sure he said Happy/Merry, whatever! I miss him so much! But, as the...
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Tuesday, May 5: I am a bit better. For the first time in my life I truly understand why "cutters" cut. Yesterday, I tripped over one of my student's foot. (It was not his fault...just an...
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5-2-09: I am having so many flashbacks! I just keep seeing Scott laying there with his eyes "staring" at the ceiling. I keep wondering if he knew he was dying and couldn't call for help or if...
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