gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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4-16-09: Today was tough on so many levels. Tomorrow it will be twenty-two months since Scott passed away. Today it has been twenty-two months since I last saw him alive. I will never forget...
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4-14-09: I wrote a journal entry the other day that I somehow deleted. Good thing. It was very dark. I had just had "one of those days." I am doing a bit better today, I think, I guess. ...
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4-3-09: This is a rough day for me. It was 29 years ago, today, this was one of the hardest days of my life. Now, it is still hard, but nothing compares to the pain of losing Scott. I have...
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Thursday, 3-26-09: Funky mood....For the past few days I have really been struggling with depression and missing Scott. I have been off work this week, for Spring Break, and thought it would be...
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3-13-09: It has been a while since I have written a journal,although I have been reading other's. I have been busy, sick, busy! A lot has/is happening these days. I stepped totally out of "my...
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So, another week is gone and another on the way.... I just feel like I go through the motions. I breathe, but don't live. I used to look forward to things. A lot. Now, I try to look forward...
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Sat., 2-14-09: Uneventful Valentine's Day, here. Of course, it never is too exciting. I have been in a bit of a funk all week, though. I always have given the "boys" a small box of...
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Saturday, 1-31-09: Okay...I am just here. I went back to work yesterday. I worked Monday and then Friday. It will be a VERY hard week next week working five days! On Friday our class went on...
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Thursday, 1-29-09: Whew! The weather here has really been something! We missed the big ice storm this trip.....poor Arkansas! That was us in 2007 and 2008. On my way home from work, Monday,...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't want to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging out...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't wan't to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging...
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Friday, 1-16-09: I had big plans for today...doing tax stuff...lol. I didn't do it, though. I drank too much last night and stayed up too late! I just didn't feel good today. My choice. ...
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Sunday, 1-11-09: I actually went to a baby shower today. It was for a "girl" I baby-sat eighteen years ago. I just couldn't not go. I only knew a few people there, so it was really a stretch...
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Thursday, 1-8-09: Yet another missed day of work. I just can't seem to get well. First of all, I overslept. I called in and told "them" I was running late. About an hour later I called back...
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Friday, 1-2-09: Aargh!! Only two more days off! I am not ready! I still have a lot of sleep to catch up on! Seriously, I am blessed to have a job. I know that. There are so many...
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