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Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Wow! I can't believe I have not been here since May! I am mostly on facebook these days. Life continues. I still have my seriously down days. You know...the days when it might as well be the...
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So many things going on in the past year and 1/2! There is never a day I do not think about my DailyStrength friends. However, for the past while, it has even been a struggle to get on here. In...
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12-31-12: Wow! I have not been here since April. Hoping everyone is doing well and has a peaceful and Happy New Year! I am still just doing the best I can.
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April 15, 2012: Yep, still here. Life is not easier. Not at all. Different time, different struggles, and yet, same struggles.... It seems, when Scotty died, my world turned upside down and...
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July 2, 2011: Went to the cemetery today to put a 4th of July pinwheel by Scott's grave. Caretaker's took almost ALL his flowers and other things away. :( They even took a handmade wooden...
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Well, it is the eve of Scott's fourth Angelversary. The last time I saw him alive was the night before he died. Time makes it different. But, it does not make it better or easier. I hate...
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June 8: Just finished reviewing my first year journal. WOW! Some of the ladies who commented are still in my life, some are not. But, all of them are in my heart. Mostly I am on facebook...
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May 14, 2011: Posted a couple of photos of Charlotte's visit. It was fun to be a tour guide for her. However, there just wasn't enough time to do everything. The first day we visited Scott and...
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May 6, 2011: It's been a long time since I last journaled. I guess it just seemed like too much effort. However, I think it is long overdue.I am still struggling as much, if not more, than I...
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1-12-11: I just have been feeling really down, again. I miss Scott so much. For a while, although I always miss him, I was not having the gut wrenching pain. But, here it is again...I wonder...
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January 2, 2011: Mom passed away October 27, 2010. She was able to be at home, thanks to Hospice.My "sister" has been a greedy, self-serving, B****! Karma will take care of that.Poor Chris, my...
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October 4, 2010: I did not realize I had not been on here for so long until I looked at my last journal. Thank you for all the comments and support.So much has/is, happened/happening. My mom is...
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June 23, 2010: Well, I made it through the horrible week. It has been hard. I have been thinking about so many of my DS friends "making it through", too. A cousin of mine, who I haven't seen...
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June 16, 2010: Well, Thursday, the 17th, is "the day". Three years! It seems like a minute ago and yet a lifetime! I know things are getting more and more different each day. They are not...
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June 11, 2010: Well, six more days until "the day". As I have been reflecting on what it was like those six days before Scott died, I have remembered conversations...one in particular. He asked...
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