gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Monday, 9-29-08: I am still so tired. Today it is more because of lack of sleep. I went to bed at 12:30 a.m. last night...early for me. Craig tossed, turned, got up, cursed, kicked covers,...
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Sunday evening, 9-28-08: I am so tired of this journey! Seems like there is hardly ever a break. Oh, things are different now. But, I still think of Scott at least every 2nd or 3rd thought,...
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Tues., 9-23-08: I saw a Medium today. It was so interesting! It made me, in many ways, feel better. She was reccomended by a friend. This person does this by word of mouth, only. That...
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Sun., 9-21-08: This past week has just been OFF! Tuesday, I overslept, things were crazy, I finally just called in for a personal day off. I slept most of the day! That night I went to a...
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Sun., 9-21-08: This past week has just been OFF! Tuesday, I overslept, things were crazy, I finally just called in for a personal day off. I slept most of the day! That night I went to a...
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Mon., 9-15-08: Okay...I am still am somewhat of a high from my contact, yesterday, with Scott. I know it was real. Today, I was taking my little walk before lunch and found 3 pennies in the...
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Sun., 9-14-08: I went to the Post Office a today. Normally I visit the cemetery on Sunday but today I was not going to go. The weather here is YUCK! As I was almost to the P.O. I "heard"...
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Thurs., 9-11-08: Well, it is the night before my birthday. I don't get it. Why am I here and my son not?!??! I get so angry & frustrated about that! I would trade my life for his at any...
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Sat. night, 9-6-08: It has been a long week for a short one! Last weekend was a nice one. Craig and I went to a movie on Monday...that hasn't happened in a very long time! We also went over to...
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Friday, 8-29-08: Whew...I made it through the 1st wk. of school without much incident. Yea! Today we spent most of the day wandering the local mall for a field trip. For our students that is...
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Mon., 8-25-08: Back to school today.... It was a good 1st day. Not a lot of sleep last night. I had anxiety, night sweats, and Craig's snoring to contend with. When I got home today I...
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Sat. night, 8-23-08: I didn't do much today...one load of laundry. I didn't even get it folded. I don't care. I have been reading and floating in the pool. Craig went to a car show today...
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Friday night, 8-22-08: I am not sure how I feel. I am not feeling terrible but not great either. Is this what "normal" feels like? I don't remember. Two more days until school starts. I am...
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Wed., 8-20-08: I don't really understand how this is happening....I am actually beginning to feel a bit better. It scares me. I am not used to it. I am full of anxiety. It is so abnormal to...
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Sunday night, 8-17-08: Just another day...Although, Craig and I did go out to eat tonight. That has not happened for a very long time! It was okay. We even laughed together which is a very...
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