gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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This weekend has been harsh! Craig doesn't seem to get it that I don't care about planning a vacation, our future, & whatever else we are "supposed" to do. I try to explain to him that somedays...
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Thursday night....Yeah! No school/work tomorrow! I am so tired. Chris was over tonight which was nice. He needed to use my computer as he is not yet hooked up at his new home. He sort of put...
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I am extra tired today! We spent the night battling many tornados. The hail and sirens kept me up a lot. It was kind of hard on the nerves but I am sort of like Captain Dan in Forrest Gump when...
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I am very sad today. Not just for myself. Yesterday, on the news, I heard 4 area teenage boys were killed in a one car accident. I wanted to throw up when I heard that. It just made me sick...
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Wednesday Night/Thursday A.M.: I have had sort of a rough day. Emotions are running high. Can't sleep. Went back to work today. It was good to see "my boys". They were, surprisingly, very...
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Sun. Night: Up/Down...My world is so crazy! One minute I am ready to go off the deep end. The next I find a smile. Scott's friends made a wonderful dinner: Casadias (sp?), scalloped potatoes,...
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Today was painful. I am so depressed. My husband & I talked just a little bit about Scott's death. It is hard to talk about with him. And, I have some anger from prior to when Scott died in...
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I have to start digging through Scott's medical files again. The ins. co. is still fighting me. My ins. claim is probably not even close to what they make in interest in one day! I have been...
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I think today is harder than Christmas day. I un-decorated. Couldn't stand it another day! I have cried many tears today. Maybe it is the normal holiday come down but I don't think so. I am...
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I can't believe nearly a week has passed since I wrote. I have been so busy. I am out of school until the 2nd of Jan. I need the time off! Today I went with my mom to see the Nutcracker at...
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Sunday, 12-16-07: I made it through another weekend. It has been different. Today a couple of my good friends came over bearing gifts and we spent 1 1/2 hours in the hot tub. We were...
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Once again thanks to all you wonderful moms who inspire, support, and understand me. Seems all of us are in the same, lousy, sinking ship. More grey, wrinkles, sagging shoulders, and grief that...
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Well, another lousy day! First the insurance said they would pay. Today I got a letter and they are not going to. I am fighting it. It is a lousy $10,000 policy. Barely enough for the...
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(Sun. Night) A tough weekend! We are having an ice storm here. I have a photo of Scott during our last ice storm being a "preppy lumberjack" in his photos. It is so him! A little country, a...
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I didn't want to get up this morning. Of course I never do. But today for a different reason. I was dreaming about Scott. He walked into the kitchen and I was hugging him so tightly and...
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