serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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Out of all the people I have to cut out of my life- at least to the extent that they're in it- my ma is the absolute hardest. How do you walk away from someone you've taken care of your entire life?...
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What I’m really fucking pissed off about is that she is the way she is. If I’m honest with myself that’s it. I would give ANYTHING for her not to be that way. But she is. I have to leave....
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I’m not in a good place right now. I just tried to speak to my brother about a problem I’m having with my mom. I know better than to do that. A good 90% of the time that goes bad. I’ll give him...
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I'm really disappointed in myself right now. I woke up feeling like shit and then I got myself motivated and ready to go to work and then I smoked. Now all I want to do is eat and chill. I have no...
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I feel really sad right now. Like I want to cry. I spent the day on the phone with my friend. We spoke of business so it wasn’t wasting time. But I just feel sad. When it reaches about this time I...
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I feel really fucking stupid right now. I thought I had this client and she ended up going with someone else. I told people how happy I was. That’s why I feel so fucking dumb. But you know what-...
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I deserve to be treated good. I deserve to be happy. I don’t exist just to make others happy. My dad was wrong. HE was wrong- not me. And I’ve spent my whole life trying to adhere to his misery-...
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It hurts me to reject people. It hurts really bad. I’ve stayed in scenarios that hurt me just b/c I didn’t want to hurt others. I’m starting to date. It’s hard for me, it always has been. And...
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I feel like shit. I'm not sure why. I wanted to put a day in at the office and I haven't gotten there yet. So even though its 240 in the afternoon I feel like its too late for me to go to the...
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I'm not feeling to good about myself right now. I'm finding myself in a familiar spot. I was talking to this dude who seemed pretty cool- like a possible match. He seems to be into me- calling me...
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I feel amazing. Like a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I feel like everything is going to be okay. This feeling happens to me once and a while. And then I usually quickly do...
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No contact is a gift I am going to give myself from here on in. Its gonna be my merry christmas, happy birthday to me. I let WAY too many people drain my energy and it stops now. There's this dude...
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I just woke up. Its 435 in the morning. I want to smoke. I don't want to face the day. I don't want to face my life. I have to stop this. I can't go on like this. I'm ruining my life.Its 712. ...
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I don't know if anyone ever feels good when they're bloated- but I feel absolutely horrible. The physical pain is a given- but the mental aspect- its just unbearable. When I wake up bloted I feel...
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I woke up angry. Its 12:51 AM. I went to bed at about 830. I could have gotten more weed which would have assured that I slept through the night- but I didn't. I didn't bc I always want to...
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