serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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Okay- so even though I recognize the term "force" is not 100% accurate- it's a Monday- a day I was not coming in so I didn't have to see the douche- but I'm really busy so I'm forced to be here. ...
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I have a choice to make. I am standing at the edge. I am at a fork and there are 2 paths. I know I can take either.Path 1 leads to me potentially accomplishing my dreams- successful career- losing...
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I just read through the first two months of journal entries I wrote. I was a fucking MESS! I'm so glad I came here. I've learned so much. I actually love myself. I've found happiness. I...
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Who am I?I wonder who it is I take myself to be. I think I need to make it clear to myself.I’m a fighter. I came from nothing and everything I have is from me- from my back, my blood sweat and...
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To my father- you’ve been a selfish abusive prick and I never deserved any of it. I spent my entire life sacrificing my own sense of peace, my own joy- for you. All for you- and what has it gotten...
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I’ve tried so hard over the years to be there for all of the people in my life. I’ve sacrificed a tremendous amount of personal peace- tremendous amount. I can’t really describe the amount...
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I’ve got a big day ahead of me and before I start I wanted to clear my head of all this bullshit. He texted me last night. At about 8 he texted “how r u doing? I saw you at your job- I was going...
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I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. Last night I learned that my alcoholic ex was most likely cheating on me. So needless to say- we won’t be speaking anymore- ever. I even deleted him on...
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My ex came by my office last night. Steve- my first. The one who I wrote "End of an Era" journal entries for. Part of me didn't feel the need to post this. But then I went back and read the...
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I just had what I like to call an “OCD fit.” I’ve developed a strong case of OCD living here at home. I think its b/c of 2 reasons- one is that there is a very small amount of space and I start...
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I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I've hurt a lot of people with my anger and confusion of how it is one should act in this world. But I never used anyone that I proclaimed to love. C...
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I can't shake this overwhelming feeling that I'm gonna be lonely forever. That everyone sees me as negative and hard to be around. That I'm never going to meet a man that appreciates me. That I'm...
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I have been walking around in a fog since the talk I had with my now ex best friend 2 weeks ago. Its a daily battle for me to change the manner in which I have viewed the world my whole life. I...
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Its hard not to take people's shortcomings personal. For instance- my brother. He's a complete narcissus- selfish, irresponsible, arrogant, flippant, dismissive. None of that makes it hurt less...
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I think if you were to boil down my criteria for people being a part of my life it would be respect for how I feel- no matter what that might be. I don't give a shit how crazy it might seem- nor do...
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