serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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I never stopped to entertain the thought that maybe there's nothing wrong with me. That's pretty fucked up- since by all accounts- (except money and weight) my life is going really well right...
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A saying I've used a lot in my life is "there's a thin line between love and hate." I've always liked that one b/c it's so true. I feel like you can't hate someone you never loved- b/c if you...
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I'm starting to feel sad. I didn't see my dad this weekend- made a conscious decision not to do so. I understand now what an absolutely debilitating effect he has had on my life. There is...
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I wrote a long explanation of how I was feeling yesterday and - of course- it got deleted. Not the first time that has happened unfortunately. Anyway- I feel broken, depressed, and this amazing...
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That sentence sparked an awesome level of self analysis that helped me realize what my problem actually is. On Monday, like I said- I was all set to stop smoking weed for lent. That has been my...
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So begins my lenten journey. For anyone who is a catholic and reading this you will realize that lent started on March 9- and yes, it is March 13. Well- I have been sick and weed is quite...
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It's amazing how much good it does for me to journal about things that hurt me or make me feel any form of negativity. Once I wrote all that shit in my journal about Douche I started remembering it...
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I was talking to a friend this morning about the beginning of me and Mr. Douche- lets call Mr. douche J for now. That day he stopped by my office and we talked. He was sitting on my couch and...
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So as I've previously stated- I'm not going in on Mondays anymore- for any reason, ever. But I still have work to do- so today I went to a local library. I'm here now and its so unbelievably...
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Okay- so here I am. I said I was going to deal with one addiction at a time. I couldn't kick the "love" addiction and the pot addiction at the same time. Btw- the reason I put "love" in quotes...
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The following is a copy paste from an article in the NY times. It really helped me to read it and I wanted to post it so maybe it could help others also.HEALTH | February 28, 2011Well: Go Easy on...
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I woke up feeling broken. I didn't even see him yesterday- just knowing he was there was enough to fuck me up. Then I smoked to relax and my boundaryless brother fucked that up. He does things that...
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Okay- so even though I recognize the term "force" is not 100% accurate- it's a Monday- a day I was not coming in so I didn't have to see the douche- but I'm really busy so I'm forced to be here. ...
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I have a choice to make. I am standing at the edge. I am at a fork and there are 2 paths. I know I can take either.Path 1 leads to me potentially accomplishing my dreams- successful career- losing...
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There’s something that’s happening in my life now that scares the fucking shit out of me. Its something that I have to face. That I’ve had to face my entire life. Well for about 20 years to be...
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