serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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How do you accept that your family will never ever ever ever provide you with the healthy love and mental support you need? How do you accept that? I just want to know how. How do I finally...
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This morning my friend asked me to call up a job for him and lie and say I was someone else. I told him I couldn't. I feel really uncomfortable lying- that's the truth. Now mind you- this friend...
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I just had an epiphany. Several in fact. I feel an overwhelming sense of guilt whenever I take time for myself. When I don't put work or family first above all else, I feel EXTREMILY guilty. Its...
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Even if I could learn to cope with the trials and tribulations of life without drugs its the dull feeling of emptiness that I just can't seem to soberly suffer through. That feeling like everything...
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I meant all I said about my ma. But her fucking personality drives me MAD. I was just eating downstairs w my head phones in bc I don't want to feel the weight of her stare burning into me. Anyway...
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I really hate myself today. I'm recovering from the past two days of binging out of control. I gained at least two pounds in the past 2 days if not 3. But none of that is the point. I smoked. ...
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I feel really fucking hurt right now. I sway back and forth between feeling hurt and pissed off. How do you say all of that to someone and just blow them off? What a fucking prick he is. I keep...
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All logic aside- I just feel really fucking stupid right now. I did it again! I allowed myself to get excited over something else that didn't work out. What I'm really feeling is I should have...
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I'm not doing too well right now. I woke up- its 830- no text from this guy. We were supposed to go out on a date tonight and now I don't know if he's still interested in doing that or he's gonna...
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I met a guy. He's from plentyoffish.com. I spent the whole day texting with him and he seems to be great. I didn't have one red flag- not one! And that never happened to me before w a man...
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I didn't smoke yesterday. And you know what's even better then that- I didn't even want to! In fact the thought didn't even cross my mind- okay well maybe it crossed my mind- but it didn't linger. ...
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No matter how over J I am- when I walk out of my office on monday nights and I see he's already left I always feel a little tinge. I guess I just wished he was beside himself without me- I know...
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You know- I'm thankful for my many blessings. I realize there are many people who have it a lot worse than me. That being said... I remember when I used to just feel things and that was okay. ...
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In the morning...I want to get high. I don't want it bc I think its going to enhance my life in anyway. It probably won't do that. I feel lazy and shitty and I just don't want to feel that or I...
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I'm really stressed out right now. During the course of my life there was one thing I was always good at- making money. Now I was never rich- but I've always handled my business. Paid my bills,...
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