I feel really fucking stupid right now. I thought I had this client and she ended up going with someone else. I told people how happy I was. That’s why I feel so fucking dumb. But you know what- that’s life. Sometimes you’re happy and then you get sad. My whole life whenever I was happy and then had it taken away I felt so fucking stupid. Like I should have known it was going to go bad and not gotten my hopes up. But fuck that. When we feel joy we should be grateful for it and that’s it. Bad times are inevitably going to come. We just gotta bounce back as quick as possible. So that’s what I have to do right now. Bounce back. And I’m about to start.