hendo1

I sold my house in Townsville. For less than we wanted, but it is sold! And it would have been a big sticking point in making my settlement go by with ease, so now it is done.  Settles in only 2 1/2...

I dont know why i am having such a down day today. I didnt feel 100% yesterday but today I am horrible. I feel sorry for myself and am sad, very sad that i have to start it all again at 47 and i have...

I am doing better. I am amazed at how I feel when Paul calls from work. I love to hear his voice. I miss it when he doesnt call.I went to my solicitor yesterday. He seems to think that Mark will play...

The new year. I have been a lot more unsettled recently than the last few months. Something to do with the moving on I suppose.  Scary.  Alone.But then I am alone and at times i dont want anyone...

Not written for a long time. Not doing quite so well emotionally at the moment. Possibly the move of all my things to Brisbane, packing up the house and my life etc, as well as  Mark being on my...

One of my male friends, albeit the older one (61), wrote me a poem. Titled Elaine, to the music of "Clair" from Gilbert and Sullivan. I played golf with him on Sunday and it was fun. He is a carer....

I am still doing really well.I get lonely and i do think i would like to meet someone special rather than those i meet online but i am doing ok.I dont want to be back with mark even if the downside...

Not written in a long time. Doing really, really, really well.Never thought I would ever get to the place where I am confident in saying that i am pleased to be divorcing mark. Pleased.Have a taste...

I have not written an entry for ages. I feel fantastic. yes, I am lonely, but I dont have to look over my shoulder each day. I dont have anyone telling me or giving me negative messages, and I have a...

Went to solicitor today and he asked the question "so you want to finalize your marriage now?' and I had to say yes. That was the hardest thing I have done in my life. I am sad and upset at that....

I am having a fantastic time.I worry that I am overcompensating and that I am talking to Paul and encouraging Rob because I like the feeling of being loved and wanted, not because they are...

I am doing Ok. Bit of that blanket there and I think it is because Paul is away for a few days and I have not had the distracting banter.I am concerned somewhat that i have got attached to that as he...

Yesterday my rowing coach told me that the head of the Queensland womens masters interstate 8 rowing coach, is head hunting me.He has heard I am going to Brisbane and wants me to row for him. Our...

Today I am back to crying all again. Sad Sad Sad,He has booked a flight on his frequent flyer 19 Jan 08 and it has Mr Mark .. and Ms Rowena Edwards traveling.It is my money he is using. Thousands for...

Today I am back to crying all again. Sad Sad Sad,He has booked a flight on his frequent flyer 19 Jan 08 and it has Mr Mark .. and Ms Rowena Edwards traveling.It is my money he is using. Thousands for...