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I am doing ok.Bit confused from time to time about the direction i am heading and i think i have worked out why. I have Paul on one hand, who makes me feel completely loved and adored. I go to visit...

Arm slightly better, but still very sore. Had a bad day with it yesterday. Went out with the rowing coach in the tinny to watch the others train. It was a good experience and kept me in touch with...

Tasmania was ok, but Paul got sick and my nursemaid duties are not that generous - i dont know him well enough and it went on for days and days and i could not really see any outward signs of illness...

Of course most of those few horrible days last week were hormonal. I checked on the reactions to the pill and there is certainly a predominance of 'mood swings' in the side effects.I am a different...

Still pretty average.Lonely. Paul has gone home and I was wanting that but now i am lonely. The same things bother me about him.I am sad that i go to my boys sport game to watch and take someone...

So, been feeling odd the last day or so. It is only a few days before my period, so i am not sure that is not related. But lots of things.I have Paul here and I was looking forward to him coming,...

I had forgotten this site!  I love it. Will write more but here's a snapshot: Studying graduate diploma of counselling part time, almost finished first year. HD average!Still with Gregg- going on...

It is still evident that my experience of infidelity and the dealings with Mark have affected my life and how I deal with things. I suspect it always will.I am very aware of areas in which I need to...

Have not written for a long time. Things are going exceptionally well for me these days with Gregg. My love life is sensational and I feel like a loved princess.Settlement (financial) with mark is...

Bit sad. finally got around to calling it quits with Paul. Logic tells me it is the right thing wholeheartedly. Emotions tell me otherwise today.  I suspect that is what will happen, as despite the...

I am still very down about Wiggy. Writing helps me, and today while waiting for my son in the car, i wrote down lots of my thoughts on paper to try and clarify them.I came to these conclusions:1.If i...

Yesterday my cat Wiggy died.  He was my positive link to the life i had in townsville, the only positive thing besides my kids.  I loved him with all my heart. And i have lost him. I am so grief...

Still bumbling along.Same old stuff with Paul. We chat each day, I get frustrated from time to time, but am much happier now that I know he feels the same way about thinking long term about us...

So, things are puddling along. I was still upset after the Paul thing. Spoke to my therapist who helped sort it out some more.Spoke with Paul as well and we decided - and not sure if this was for...

Still not feeling much better, but the logic shines through every now and then. Had rowing so am tired, which does not help. I have been thinking more about why i feel like there is a hole in my...