Ellocin

Well I still feel okay but maybe a little closer to good instead of bad.  I know I was tired yesterday because I slept around 11-12 hours last night.  I woke up at 11am today.I had some eggs that...

I'm not sure if I'm doing okay...or if it's closer to bad...but anyway... It's been a long day...I woke up way too early at 6am and couldn't get back to sleep.  So much for sleeping until 9:45am...

Okay, finally a day to rest.  I think I've been going at full steam for a bit too much.  I gave myself permission to slow down today since the rest of the week is mostly busy...but it really hit me...

Oh my I am exhausted.  I'm getting tired of this go go go but I really can't stop until the end of next week.  I barely have time to think these days.  I am also fighting a bit of a cold.I had my...

I've got to try and keep this short.  I'm actually admittedly procrastinating.  I have an appointment today at 2pm and was going to try to be there early to go to the library and explore but it's...

I'm sorry...I realized now that it's been a bit since I've written.  I went to my parents house for the weekend (no internet connection) and didn't come back until Monday.  So have just gotten...

What I'm sharing below is a quick rough draft (word for word) of what I wrote last night before going to bed.  I had the analogy of a maze in my head and wanted to put it on paper because I think it...

I am home from the hospital.  I am sooooooooo HAPPY about that.  I did really need to be there for a few days but it is so wonderful to be feeling well again and to be home.  I was up so early...

Being in hospital is enough to make anyone crazy...lol.  No, it actually does kind of help.  Starting to feel a little (very little) bit better.  I'm home for a few hours on pass and will be...

my psychiatristst admitted me to the hospital so now i just gotta finish packing and get there...i will be there for a few days...probably home Monday or Tuesday.  Just wanted to let you know.  I...

i don't think i can keep hanging oni'm losing my mindi don't care all that much anymoreeven tried eating some lidocaine gel tonight but didn't get far with that.  the gel texture is awful and i'm...

well that's that...i'm not going to emerg so therefore i am not going into hospital...i'm in a f*cken lousy mood this whole system just plain sucks.   i know i'm gonna crash even lower but it...

got that appointment over with, thankfullyleft message on psychiatrists voice mail asking if i decide to go to hospital if i have to go through emergency or if she can do the admission.  Still...

pointless pointless pointless at least i felt sorta better for a bit last night woke up today and the good news no hangover....the bad news i have the worst stomach pain i've had in a long long...

hi...i'm home from appt.  decided to try to stick this out...i'm not entirely sure right now what the best thing to do is.  i know what i did after my appointment isn't the best thing but i don't...