Well I still feel okay but maybe a little closer to good instead of bad.  I know I was tired yesterday because I slept around 11-12 hours last night.  I woke up at 11am today.I had some eggs that were needing to be used up so I decided to make myself brunch.  Had scrambled eggs and toast with jam.  I think that may have been the best scrambled eggs I have made...usually I burn them.  This time they were exactly how I like them both in look and in taste.  So I am pleased with that.Also I registered for a course that starts in September.  It's called the Alpha course.  I did it a little over a year ago but missed a bunch of classes because I ended up in hospital.  I'm hoping that it'll go better this time.  I was thinking of taking a foundational course through one of the colleges here but I decided it is not the time right now to.  I have no way to get the money for it so late in the summer and I'm not sure I can commit to a full year so I decided to do the Alpha course instead.  It is mostly free if not completely free.  And I believe it's only 10 weeks.  It will also help me learn more about Christianity and hopefully meet some new people that will maybe become friends.  Today a friend and I are getting together around supper time and going downtown to Dairy Queen for Blizzards.  Today is DQ's Miracle Treat day so all the proceeds from Blizzards go to the Children's Miracle Network.  I don't really have the money but I am allowing myself to go get one anyway because it's for a good cause and I really do love my DQ ice cream.  My friend is also going to teach me a little about Pilates (spelling?) since she is an instructor and she keeps telling me how good it is.  I keep complaining about my posture and she says it can really help with that.Tomorrow is my appointment with the new Hematologist.  I'm a little anxious/worried about that but trying not to think of it.  I asked my mom to come with me this time.  I hate going to all these different appointments by myself and seeing other people have others with them.  She didn't really want to go but I practically almost was begging.  I guess I'm feeling kind of needy...but I'm aloud to for some things aren't I... I'm entitled to have support at this appointment.