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It feels like it has been a LONG time since I wrote.  I just got back from my parents and then 40 minutes later had to head to Alpha.  Got home a couple hours ago but it has been taking me forever...

I should be sleeping but my headache is keeping me awake.  Just took some ibuprofen so hopefully it'll ease up enough to sleep.  Took my meds for sleep too.  My mood have been dropping this...

I'm feeling more at ease then earlier.  I'm staying home tonight because I have headache and I have 3 hours of tv tonight.  I've taken the tv from dad the last 2 weeks and couldn't do that to him a...

I'm in a horrible horrible mood.  I'm mad at myself and frustrated with my body.  I know this is all going to sound pathetic but I just need to vent.  I was planning to go out for lunch with my...

I'm so tired but I can't sleep.  I'm bored outta my mind and my shoulder is a little painful again tonight.  I'm feeling like a sulk so I may go to my parents house tomorrow for a few days.  I...

The appointment went well.  They suspect a mild case of pneumonia but aren't 100% sure.  My lungs sound clear, but the x-ray shows signs of pneumonia and I have a fever so they aren't taking...

My shoulder/chest pain is feeling better.  It's still there but definitely better.  I never needed any ibuprofen or tylenol yesterday and so far today I haven't needed any.  I do have the sniffles...

Starting to feel almost sleepy enough to sleep...so I'm just stopping here for a few minutes before I shut the computer down.  I'm still worried about what the doctor is going to tell me...

 I don't know what to think right now.  I slept all day...and I'm still tired.  I woke up at 4:30pm.  I feel like I could go back to sleep.  I know something isn't right with me...but then...

I'm pretty tired so not going to write much...just wanted to say I found out when I'll have the bone marrow biopsy done.  It will be October 30th at noon.  Exactly 2 weeks from today.Going to try...

Well, first news first.  I talked to the Hematologist and we're going to proceed with the bone marrow biopsy.  I'm so sick of hearing about it, I just want it over with.  I will call tomorrow to...

Feeling better now.I had my appointment today.  I don't know what I got so worked up about, because the appointment was fine.  I knew it would be...it's that anticipatory "what if" stress.The...

Just got outta the shower and it's getting very close to the time I have to leave for the appointment.  It's 12:15pm right now and my anxiety is going through the rough.  I just want to hide and...

Feeling so anxious right now, but I am coping.  It's 10:40am right now, my appointment is at 1:30pm.  Then after that I have to go to the hospital for a chest x-ray and possibly blood work. ...

took sleep meds...feel like crap...so tired of breathing...so uncomfortable...i know i'll be fine though, tomorrow i will definitely mention it to the Rheumatologist.  it seems to go in waves which...