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is it pathetic it really doesn't take much to make me feel great again..lol i feel amazingly great...i decided i'm making $25 tomorrow with a focus study so i will drink my roommates alcohol and...

i think i'm okay now....feeling much more calm at the moment...it sorta comes and goes in waves...anyway, forced myself to have some food and am soon going to have a herbal tea....looking forward to...

struggling a lot right now....a lot....tonight at Alpha was emotional...i didn't break down crying but i fought it most of the evening while in groups... Tonight I'm really really really struggling...

Well, nothing overly bad has happened so far today but I still have that feeling.  *shrugs*  There's no reason at this point that I can figure out why I would be feeling this way...the last time I...

I can't shake this feeling like something major is going to happen to me soon.  I have a bad feeling about it and I don't know what to make of it.  I missed my appointment last week with my...

Just got home and checking up on some emails and decided to write a quick blurb here.  I've been away from the internet for a few days and just really getting caught up.  Been fighting a bug that's...

Still doing good, back to a bit normal state though...which is good.  I'm not sure what got into me the other night/morning but I sure was crazy.  I dunno...it almost feels like it could be a mini...

Got the weirdest sensations going on now...lol....feels so cool though my brain is buzzing....feels all tingly weird...not sure how to describe it...3:30am...no sign of sleep

Okay I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm not complaining.  I'm in this insane crazy happy hyper strange glorious mood.  It's 1am but I know I won't be sleeping for hours and that's is totally...

i'm so moody today and i really don't feel like doing anything.  I had an appointment with my family doctor this morning.  That went okay but I just don't have energy or motivation today.  I feel...

My sleep is completely screwed up again.  I think it's just meant to be the opposite of everyone I know.  It was about 7:30am this morning when I fell asleep....and 2:30pm when I woke up.  I feel...

I'm doing alright today.  I had another arguement yesterday with the guy who's trying to convince me that the Alpha course is a bad thing but I strongly disagree so I've told him I'm not going to...

it's 2am and here i am writting in my journal...i'm at my sisters house.  I got up today still with an energy hangover from yesterday and needed something to do so i went to lunch with family, my...

Wow, what a busy day I had today.  I am soooo impressed with myself.  I have a hobby called geocaching.  It is basically a high-tech treasure hunt where you use information from a website...

I had a good but exhausting day.  I did go for a walk...for like 2 hours.  I have been drained ever since.  Tomorrow I have a 4 hour walk planned...but with company so it shouldn't be so bad.I...