Ellocin

Well, the inhaler hasn't helped and I know I'm probably suppose to go to the ER but I am being stubborn and trying to just relax because I know tomorrow will be busy enough.  If I go to the ER it...

I'm not sure really how I'm feeling today....it seems to be changing so much I don't get a chance to figure it out.I finally felt tired and fell asleep around 7:30am and slept until about 1:15pm so...

i can't sleep and i'm really hungry...so i'll probably get up and have breakfast soon...it's 5am here.for a couple hours thought i was going to have to go to ER afterall...but feeling better again...

Feeling okay at the moment.  Got out this evening for a bit and bought my nephew his birthday gift.  I can't believe he's going to be 13!  I've got to hang on for his sake right now.  His Nan...

at the moment i'm not feeling as bad as i was my last entry...but i still feel like crap...i just wish i had monday over with and then maybe my moods would settle down...it's all i can do to hang on...

things got worse...i can't take it...i can't do this anymore...why can't i just die and get it over with...why do i have to be such a wimp...why can't i just give in...and never have to deal with...

I feel like crap.  The doctor wasn't helpful at all really.  If this continues to keep me awake through the night tonight I will probably go to the ER.  I know it's probably just something minor...

ow ow ow owie ouchie ow sorry...i'm just frustrated and annoyed....and in pain...I've spent the last few nights at my parents, longer then I was planning which was find except for the pain.  We got...

i'm going out to my parents house for supper...not sure yet if i'll spend the night...i don't really want to but when i get out there sometimes i change my mind or get to sleepy to bother with the...

I don't want to deal with life anymore.  I'm sooooo sick of there always being something wrong with me.   I woke up in a shitty mood, I knew I shouldn't have gotten out of bed today.  But I had...

i'm okay...i guess....kinda blah...kinda feeling like cutting....but i'm managing...my heads aching...but i won't complain about that because i know it was self inflicted...a mix of too much to drink...

I'm feeling really crummy tonight.  I should be feeling happy...one of my friends that I know through geocaching started an online group for Christian geocachers and tonight he asked me if I'd like...

Mom and I got in an arguement on the phone earlier.  I ended up hanging up on her and we haven't talked since.  I've decided I don't feel like answer my phone so I've turned it on silent.  I think...

I had a great dinner yesterday.  I enjoyed it very much and wish I had leftovers here so I could enjoy it again.  Feeling kinda bummed out today...not sure why.  I don't want to get outta bed. ...

Guess what!  I woke up today and my throat didn't hurt barely at all!!!    So happy. It's Thanksgiving here today.  I am going to my sisters for a big family gathering and dinner...mmmm...I'm so...