Okay, finally a day to rest.  I think I've been going at full steam for a bit too much.  I gave myself permission to slow down today since the rest of the week is mostly busy...but it really hit me today that I'm not feeling as good as I've been projecting.  I never had my "I'm home from the hospital blues" and I think that they're finally having a chance to hit.  My mood is still good overall, just not excellent.  I'm tired, no energy again, and just feeling like doing nothing.  I did get a load of laundry done because I needed a shirt to wear with my new skirt at the wedding tomorrow and the one I had was needing to be cleaned.  I watched a movie, but it sort of bored me.  It's suppose to go back to the library today but it will cost me more in transit fare to take it back then it would to pay the late fee since I'll be by a library tomorrow.  I decided it wasn't worth spending the bus fare...so I'm staying home and resting.  I need to do my nails and toe nails and possibly go to the store to get some new makeup but it's not the end of the world if I don't get the makeup.  I'm just letting myself veg today and feel blah.  I used to hate doing that but I'm realizing it's okay to take a down day and just let myself feel these not so nice things.  Then tomorrow I gotta go back to being busy.  It's important not to let that one day become 2 so I think today is the perfect day for it.  It's a me day.  I can do what I want (within reason) and not worry.  Now I'm just rambling so I think I'll go.  I am feeling good overall but I have my permission to feel miserable and lazy today if I need it.  I don't think I've made any sense...and I did say already I was gonna go so I will.  I'll write again when I have a chance...either tonight or in a few days since tomorrow gets busy again.