Being in hospital is enough to make anyone crazy...lol.  No, it actually does kind of help.  Starting to feel a little (very little) bit better.  I'm home for a few hours on pass and will be discharged tomorrow for sure.  Yesterday I actually felt like having company which is a sign things are turning around a bit.  The doctor is trying to regulate my sleep but my body is so resistant to all the meds so mostly I've been awake through the night.  Last night they gave me a double dose of one of the meds and I was still awake by 2am.  They've basically exhausted all the meds that are actually for sleeping...so now they are gonna try something diffferent and hope that the common side effect of drowsiness will knock me out for the night.  This is just something for short term.  Still not a lot of appetite but I've been forcing myself to eat at least some of the meals.  They're free and they're already made so I should take advantage of that. I just found out since I have been home that I have an appointment lined up with a new Hematologist for August 10.  I am surprised how quick the appointment was made...but glad that I will get that over with soon. Well I think that's all I'm gonna write.  I've got so much to do before I head back to the hospital.