Pain on the heart is like a ton
The pain on my heart from losing my husband Smokey weighs a ton and it doesn't seem to want to leave. I feel pressure on my body from the head and my heart, which is heavy. The longing for Smokey that will never be answered. I just would like to see him one more time but that is not possible. If I had one more chance to hold him, kiss him and tell him how much he means to me, wouldn't that be wonderful. I will never get that chance again. He is not coming back to me. I miss him so very much. He was my greatest love, my greatest memory and my greatest lost to me. There will be no other.