passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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Well, he's been gone for about 2 hours now, to go get ONE thing from the grocery store. Granted, I realize it takes him time to walk there, and walk back. The thing is, he is a " super " fast...
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Today when I woke up I discovered that he was getting ready to go " OUT ". Most of the time that behaviour would give rise to a whirlwind of speculations about where he was really going to, as...
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Well so far today has been a decent peaceful day. Thank God ! The main reason for this, you may ask ? That's easy to answer. He's been OUT ! He left this morning to go to an A.A. meeting - held at...
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I was hopeful, and feeling good about last night for most of it... that is until the phone call. Any " normal " person would never flip out like that over ONE damn phone call, but then again......
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Well today my amazon.com order finally came. I was excited to finally get it since one of the items was a surprise for him.I thought he would be " extremely " happy about the surprise, but by his...
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Well, as it seems to be the case practically every day, and evening, earlier tonight started off nice enough but slowly and surely it fell apart into a confusing angry stand-off. That's the best way...
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I've been awake since around 2 - 2:30 AM, and now it's creeping up on 5:30 AM. I'm just thankful that so far I haven't heard " HIM " stir... at least not yet. As long as he stays " asleep " - stays...
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For once - in a long while, it feels like - today has been a relatively calm day. Of course this had to involve him staying in the bedroom to " supposedly " nap, while I'm left alone in the rest of...
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How much more of this can I take ? That's the question I really should be asking myself. Plus, besides needing a real answer to the question, I need to know exactly when I can implement the answer -...
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I can't keep on living like this.... especially since I wouldn't really call it living ! How can you call it living when I'm constantly being put down, threatened, yelled at, hurt - emotionally and...
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The million dollar question for me today is... " What will the Future hold ? "I wish I had some clear answers to this question. Instead I'm sitting here with thoughts as muddled, and cloudy as a...
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I'm trying hard to stay positive - hopeful - and hang on tight to my faith - as far as the New Year coming up around the bend very soon. It's got to be a LOT better than this year was, I hope !...
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According to what amazon.com says, the rest of my order should get here by the end of business hours. I pray there are no complications at all in it getting here. I'm so anxious to get the rest of my...
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I wish for just once I could honestly say that I've had a hundred percent " good day " with Him ! Is it really too much to ask for to want " everything " to go well for at least one entire day ?! I...
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Lately it seems like every time I turn around He finds an " excuse " to fly into one of his raging fits ! Of course, according to him it's all because I " push his buttons " ! HAHAHAHA !!!! BULLSHIT...
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