passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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God please grant me the strength, and serenity I need to get through this next month, or two. I need to get things " settled " as far as my lease renewal rate goes, and I need to somehow help him get...
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I know there's a saying that goes something like... " It can only get better from here on out. " I sure hope, and pray, that saying will apply to my life... NOW.... NOT LATER... But RIGHT NOW !!!!I...
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Yesterday ... all day long... was a pretty good day, especially compared to a lot of days him and I have had since he got back December 5 th, 2017. I was hopeful... and praying... that the good day...
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I suppose I shouldn't bother spending even a moment feeling this way, but I can't seem to help it. I'm sick to death of feeling like I'm " sharing " him with all of his facebook friends - that...
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I've been thinking lately that his behavior has to be either of two things. Either he's been throwing full-blown raging fits towards me to get me to tell him to leave, or he simply has absolutely no...
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The biggest question on my mind lately has been... " Why should I bother caring any more ? " How can you continue to care for someone that shows you nothing but rage, cruelty, and coldness ? This...
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I don't understand how a person can claim to " love " you when they're simultaneously threatening to physically harm you, or even worse they're actually throwing things at you with the purpose of...
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Well, I made it to his birthday. There were many days during these past three months where I highly doubted he would still be here by now. But he's still here, and today's his birthday. I'm hoping,...
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I don't quite understand how he could have thought he was justified in behaving the way he did yesterday, but I suppose it shouldn't have surprised me. It wasn't the first time he's behaved with pure...
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If he thinks my apartment door will be his own personal revolving door yet AGAIN, he'll find out quickly that he's got another thing coming ! I've already noticed that he's recently added his most "...
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I should have seen it coming. I don't know why I was so blind. I fell completely for all of his pretty words about how he was planning on coming back to me soon. He even went as far as to talk to me...
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I realize the obvious, that compared to many others I'm not " very sick ". But I think most will agree that this is a very relative, and personal subject that depends heavily on the individual's pain...
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I've been sick for the past 2 months, or so. I've seen my doctor about it a few times now, and been prescribed various meds. So far I don't feel like the meds I've been prescribed have helped a whole...
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It's been a little over 3 months now since my bf - now EX bf - left me. It feels like it's been 3 years. I'm not sure if that means I've moved on, or if it's a " bad sign " since the time since he...
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I wish I could shut my thoughts off for at least one full day. One full day completely free of these thoughts that have been plaguing me, would be heaven. I keep going over and over the same things a...
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