passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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Sure enough, I've been in here about 10 days so far, and they're already talking about moving me to Rehab. I should have known Brandon Regional hospital would do that AGAIN to me ! I'm wondering if...
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I've been here in the Brandon hospital for 9 days, since March 3 rd. I'm extremely bloated in my middle / abdomen area, and my legs are very swollen also - as well as having cellulitus in my lower...
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No matter what.... despite the " supposed " help I get financially from him, AND the other things he does for " US " like laundry, get the mail, and take the garbage out; still.... I just can't help...
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I'm not a saint. I never claimed to be one. Even if I was a saint, by now I'd be losing my mind from the " living hell " he's been putting me through for the last few months ! I try to be a...
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Today he crossed the line in a way that I never truly saw coming - at least not 100 percent, that is. He went completely psychotic on me in a full-blown raging fit - from hell ! It was so bad that...
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Today's been wonderful compared to some, but still not quite the way it should have been. I did play Monopoly with Ray for awhile this evening. It started off friendly enough, until he started...
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There's no doubt anymore. His " raging fits " of psychotic rage and abuse have been escalating ! Specifically I mean that it's been taking less and less for him to " flip over " into the " monster...
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How much more of this can I take ?It'd be so much simpler if things were completely 100 % bad - all of the time; but they're not. The thing is, the percentage that things turn from " good to...
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Regardless of the fact that I need his " help ", I still don't know how much more of this I can take.Every day... every night... every moment around him... it's always the same thing.I never truly...
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Well, I had thought that he wanted to watch WWE Smackdown on the USA channel tonight, but it didn't turn out that way. After he ate a dinner of barbecue flavor Tyson chicken bites, he claimed that it...
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Today's been a mixed bag of emotions, to say the least. For the most part it's been relatively " okay " compared to a LOT of other days lately. The two biggest problems today were him playing...
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Today's been relatively " okay " so far... knock on wood ! Compared to a handful of days that have happened lately, today's been " terrific " ! I hope and pray that it continues to be good for the...
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Sometimes when he's talking about " things " he supposedly wants to get done at the beginning of the month, I feel like I want to scream ! If he would just stick to talking about one or two things,...
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Lately it doesn't matter. The simplest, and smallest things set his rage off ! Any tiny thing it seems has the potential to flip the switch, and start him flying off into one of his raging fits...
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I know it's basically " wrong " of me, but lately I can't seem to help it. I can't seem to shake this dark and persistent feeling that I wish I had left this Life when my Mom did. I know deep in my...
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