So far .. so good.. " knock on wood ".. lol

Well so far today has been a decent peaceful day. Thank God ! 

The main reason for this, you may ask ? 

That's easy to answer. He's been OUT ! 

He left this morning to go to an A.A. meeting - held at around 12 noon. 

Whether, or not he actually went where he said he was going ?... well, that's not really the issue at all; at least not completely. 

The main point is that him going out - anywhere - for awhile, gives me some time to enjoy real peace and quiet.... real sanity ! 

Lately he's been driving me up the f**king wall ! The bad part is that he knows what he he's been doing to me, and he doesn't really care one damn bit ! In fact, I'm convinced that he thinks it's hilarious how nuts he makes me feel ! The BASTARD ! 

PLUS... to top that off, he'll twist everything around on me, and make it seem like I am the ONE in the WRONG for NOT thinking that he's childishness is freakin' funny ! I'm the damn bad guy ! AS USUAL ! 

It's such damn BULLSHIT !

I'm sick of it ! 

I've explained to him about ALL of it too many times to even count, but none of it seems to soak into his head at all ! 

Comprehension is simply NOT in his vocabulary at all, the majority of the time ! If it was then I wouldn't have to continually beat my head against the wall every time I TRY to get my point across to him ! ..... and STILL NOT get through to him ! UGH !!!!! 

Right now he " should have " already been back home from his A.A. meeting. It's 2:05 PM, and I know the meeting is a 12 noon meeting. Plus he even made a point of saying - ( before he left ) - that he would probably get a ride back home after the meeting. 

I suppose that if he had NOT been able to get a car ride home then it's " normal " that he's not back yet. 

Well.... UPDATE... 2:13 PM... He just Called...

He called saying that he got a Ride to the local Walmart, and he's picking up a few different things for dinner tonight. 

I'm glad he called, so at least I know where he's at right now... and that gives me a better idea of how much time I have left to myself before he comes back.

So I better sign off of here for now.... I'll be back later IF I can... depending on what time he shows up, and what happens when he does.