What will the Future hold ????

The million dollar question for me today is... " What will the Future hold ? "

I wish I had some clear answers to this question. Instead I'm sitting here with thoughts as muddled, and cloudy as a polluted river after a thunderstorm. 

Right now " He's " out at the library - ( at least that's where he " said " he was going ). There's no telling what time he'll be back. I just hope, and pray, that he's been honest with me lately about " everything " ! I can't cope with him lying to me about the future again the way that he used to so frequently ! 

The way he's been lately has got me wondering if there's something that he's not telling me. After all, I think it's definitely " fishy " to make a point of staying awake ALL night long, and then as soon as it's morning take off to the " library ".... telling me that once he's back home he'll be so exhausted that he'll probably go right to bed ! So... again... it'll end up being another day where he's either OUT, or ASLEEP ! To me it appears as if he's been trying his hardest to spend as LITTLE time with me as possible ! 

If I'm wrong... then GREAT ! 

I HOPE and PRAY that I am WRONG ! 

Well it's about 15 minutes till 11 AM... and he just called. He called to let me know what dvds renewed at the library, and which ones didn't... plus told me he checked out 13 more ! Wow ! 

There's no telling where he was calling from.... since many times he's called me when he's only minutes from the apartment.

But since he didn't bother to tell me how close to home he was while we were talking... there's no telling what time he'll be back. Hopefully he'll give me time to answer the door to M.O.W., and be settled in my recliner before he walks through the door.