passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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Around 4 AM he suddenly announces to me that in January he wants me to NOT pay the electric bill, and have it delayed till FEBRUARY ! What he doesn't realize is 2 very important things !!!... ONE is...
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From one day to the next I never truly know what's going to happen with " him ". I wish that for once I could truly count on him when he's in a " good " mood. I wish I could know that his " good "...
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For the 2nd time in only about ONE MONTH, I had to BEG HIM to NOT beat me up - to NOT HIT ME with a closed fist / hard ! ... just because he flew into a raging / psycho fit over NOTHING !!!!Last...
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Well today was another " mix " of emotions exchanged with him. A few times he got angry at me for NO good reason at all, and then only ten, or fifteen minutes later he was calm and as nice as can be...
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Today's been a strange day to say the least. It's been a mix - a mix of negativity - the usual hate / anger directed at me, and being completely ignored. At least when I'm ignored I'm safe.... unlike...
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Last night - Wed. 11 / 7 - started off well enough, but it quickly went straight to hell in the blink of an eye. As usual the so-called reason for his raging fit was not a good one - at least I don't...
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How could he treat me like that ?.... with so little respect, and no caring at all ! ... Who am I kidding ? I might as well say... with NO Respect ! After all, you don't SPIT on someone that you...
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What to do..... ? ... I wish I knew. I pray every day for answers, but as of yet they haven't come. Am I not allowing myself to be " open " enough to hear the answers I need from the divine ? Maybe....
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Today from the first moment he woke up, it seems to me like he's been doing everything possible to ignore me. It's like he purposefully looked for excuses to not be around me today. Why ? I don't...
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It's almost 3 am and I can't find it in me to fall asleep. Is it any wonder ? After all, how do you sleep after having the evening I had yesterday ? I was simply starting to make dinner, while " He...
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I'm so damn tired of his constant attitude. What I'm talking about is how EVERYTHING he EVER does ultimately he finds a way to blame ME for if it goes wrong for him ! Nothing is EVER his fault; no...
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For the first time in about 3 weeks, it's been a relatively quiet day. How ? You may ask... well, probably since we've barely talked to each other today. After all, if you don't talk then you can't...
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It's bad enough that I deal with his rage issues that " pop up " at a moment's notice because of some unknown trigger. The so-called " trigger " is typically so small that I had no clue what it was,...
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Tomorrow is October 1 st, and I'm sitting here wondering how this week will go. What I'm talking about is how he's been acting as far as the monthly bills that are due / and over due - ( the old...
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Whether or not he actually simply goes for a " walk ", and nothing more, remains to be seen. Maybe that's not quite the right way to put it. What I'm saying is pretty much that I'll believe it when I...
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