passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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Apparently all I am to him is a " roommate ". Afterall, why would he tell a phone comp. rep that I'm his " roommate ", and not his " girlfriend " ?! ... Would it have really pained him so much to...
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Every day lately he's been getting worse and worse - pushing me away more and more... etc.. etc.. !!! Yet, even as he's doing that, he still randomly sticks brief moments of " niceness " in between...
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Practically every single day lately - in one way, or another - he does his best to " push me away ", and separate us as much as possible. How much longer is he going to do this, I wonder ? Is he...
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He went to the bedroom to " supposedly " go to sleep at about 11:10 pm. When I asked why he was turning all of the lights off out here in the living room so " early ", he said that he's tired of...
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I realize that dwelling on what happened with " him " yesterday won't undue the fact that it happened, and it won't magically make him give me a heartfelt apology - ( instead of a half-hearted one...
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It's almost 7 AM... and I've been awake now since about 5:30 AM - I think. Honestly, I'm not quite sure because in my " half-awake " state I didn't really pay much attention what time it was when I...
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Apparently I'm NOT allowed an opinion about ANYTHING ! I simply tried to " explain " one thing to him on the phone when he called me during his walk, and he " freaked out " on me ! He told me to NOT...
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I'm at the end of my rope..... I don't know which way to turn anymore. I've been trying hard to stay positive, but lately I just can't seem to make myself see a light at the end of this tunnel. I...
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Apparently what I did yesterday didn't mean a damn thing to him ! He couldn't even give me a few days - in a row - of peace and sanity, before going completely psychotic on me ! It was over a...
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Needless to say after the way he's been for the past couple of months, or so, when he approached me and " insisted " that I give him a bj, I did it but only half-heartedly. How could my heart be...
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A simple thing.... simply mentioning to him that I needed to go into the kitchen to get some fresh ice water after having my shower this evening. He FLIPPED OUT on me ! He said I should have gotten...
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I don't know if I'll ever understand how his mind works ! He'll do everything he can to put me down, disrespect me, control me, belittle me, and threaten me if I so much as " blink " wrong !.........
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I'm so fed up .... fed up with every part of him. It's at the point now where I can't count on the " good times ", because I know for a fact that those " good times " won't last at all. They don't...
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He came " at me " today... tried to punch my legs several times.... instead punched my closed laptop - while it was sitting on my lap - several times " ... plus from a short distance he threw a...
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I'm not ignorant of what is " probably " going on, as much as He probably thinks I am. But still, as much as I suspect things, there's just no way I can confront him about anything without any " real...
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