passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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I've been in here for a little bit over ONE week so far. .... BUT... now there's talk of Discharging me Either HOME - With home health care, and home wound care - OR to a Physical Rehab Care Center...
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Well, I guess according to his way of thinking, he's the only one in any pain right now ! At least he's the ONLY one in any pain that counts ! Just a about 40 mins. ago he was taking his meds -...
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For the last few days - today is 9 / 10 / 19 1:13 AM in the morning --- He's been doing everything he possibly can to BREAK ME ! He's called me EVERY insult he can possibly imagine ! ... and...
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I was sound asleep.... it's around 1 AM in the morning... so what does HE do ? He suddenly calls one of his Toledo, Ohio Friends, and start a " LOUD " conversation with them in the bedroom ! He makes...
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More and more with each passing day I become more certain that moving out of this apartment complex is going to be something that's completely unavoidable. Oh sure... IF Ray had stuck to what I know...
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At least while he's asleep I have a certain degree of " peace " here in my apartment. Any other time, as long as he's awake and talking then there's bound to be some sort of bullshit pouring out of...
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After I had just finished telling him why I was struggling ALL night long TRYING to sleep.... He gets ANGRY at me for it... and flips the light switch on the dinning room wall on ! ... So the...
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I don't know how much more of this that I can take.I never claimed to be more than human. I never once said that to him.Besides, he has no right to expect me to be " more than human " . Today I had...
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It doesn't matter WHAT I say to him ! If I'm completely honest he never appreciates that fact, and it backfires on me. If I try to stay quiet, and I hold what I'm thinking inside then he gets annoyed...
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I asked him if he was " trying to tell me something " when he made a strange comment about .... " what would you do if you got home from an appointment, and I wasn't here.... and a bunch of " things...
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I should have guessed this would happen yet again. Once again my dreams will have to be put " on the back burner " because his dreams come first ! As ALWAYS ! Since he had to have a TV in the...
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Today our neighbor Mark took Ray to go to the store to get some food, some household supplies, and most importantly the tv that he's been wanting to get for the bedroom for awhile ! Now once he gets...
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Today - Sunday June 30 th - was the first time in a very long time that Him and I had done anything " intimate ". It was a very unexpected surprise to me for him to suddenly come up to me - asking me...
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It's the Saturday before the 4th of July, so I'm hoping that my neighbors don't act up this weekend. It doesn't bother me - not really, but for him it's a HUGE deal ! In his little bubble of reality...
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It's 5:12 pm, and he's taking a nap - before dinnertime - right now. I hope that it turns out to be a long one. I really don't care when we eat dinner. I just want some time by myself... some REAL...
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