passionatewriter
Status: Another day started off with his cruelty, insults, badgering, anger, coldness, and complete lack of any sort of compassion.
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Just when I thought it was going to be a peaceful " normal " evening, everything turned on a dime.... literally ! Suddenly he went from talking to me " normally " about his written financial budget...
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I almost wish I had the guts to " hang " myself ! But don't worry, I'd never do something that nuts. For one reason, I'd be too chicken. Another good reason is I'd have no idea how to go about doing...
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It started off as a smooth / good evening, so I was hopeful at first that it would stay that way. As it turned out I wasn't destined to have good luck this evening, since partway during the evening...
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Sure I realize that I didn't " have to " take him back again, but honestly what choice did I have ? It was either take him back again, or end up going to the hospital - and then back to a nursing...
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Something needs to change... and soon... very soon... I can not continue like this. Constantly I'm wondering if he's flirting with other women right under my nose - on his cell phone ! I'm fairly...
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Today started off " rough ", and ended " rough ". I wish I could have described today in a much more positive note, but there simply wasn't many positive moments in it. When I first woke up this...
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Now that he's back... again... the biggest question hangs in the air like a mist that just won't vanish no matter how much light shines on it. That question is simple, " Do I trust everything he...
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Why I thought it would have gone smoother than that, I don't know. I was hoping for a much better start to his " homecoming " than the way yesterday actually went. Everything was good until...
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I've been getting a very early start to the day today. Normally I wouldn't have been up, and around as early as this on a Monday morning, but today is different. Today - sometime this morning, I...
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I'm sitting here trying hard to sort out my mixed up thoughts. Actually to say that they're mixed up is putting it very mildly. It's more like there is an uncontrollable whirlwind spinning around in...
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Well, he's coming back... AGAIN... after being gone for ONE month. I think this is probably the " shortest " time he's ever been gone. I hope that's a " good sign " ! PLEASE God ... Please let it be...
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He left suddenly about 2 weeks ago, and I'm still trying to adjust. It wouldn't have been quite such a huge adjustment if he hadn't left me high and dry with bills due that he KNEW I needed his...
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One thought keeps stiring in my mind about earlier today. I keep thinking that he's damn lucky that when he HURT ME today that I didn't have anything sharp in my hands at that time ! IF I had... I...
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For the last few weeks, or so, every morning he's woken me up hours before my alarm ! This morning I've " flipped the script ", and I've been up for hours before him for a change ! So by the time he...
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Today he went out early this afternoon to do a " nice thing ", and get me a bottle of mio energy / black cherry for my water. It should have gone off without a hitch, but sure enough it didn't. As...
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