Sitting in the dark... listening to music...

He went to the bedroom to " supposedly " go to sleep at about 11:10 pm. When I asked why he was turning all of the lights off out here in the living room so " early ", he said that he's tired of going to bed at 2 am in the morning ! 

He said this as " if " it's ME that " makes him " go to bed at that hour ! That really aggravated me, but I didn't let it show, as usual. He had NO RIGHT to act like it was ALL ME as far as what time we've been going to sleep at night lately, when at least 80 percent of the time it's because of HIM ! 

But, of course if I had dared to mention the truth of the matter that would have only led to a huge argument ! I didn't want that this late in the evening ! 

Before he went to bed he was talking about his " plan " to get a tv in August, and set up the bedroom with ALL of his video game consoles so that he can play ALL of his video games in the bedroom, and never " bother " me with them ! 

I told him that I NEVER said that he " had to " do this ! That is the truth ! Plus I said, " Okay, well fine.... separate us even more then ! " 

He's so full of b.s.... because I know for a FACT that deep down he's seen how I actually do enjoy watching him play at least 2 of his video games ! So it's NOT like I can't stand being in the same room when he plays ANY of them ! 

Besides, I'm almost POSITIVE that there's a hidden agenda behind this ! 

I highly suspect that he's planning on doing this simply as a way of having even MORE of a " private " world off to himself, so that he can flirt, and carry on, with all sorts of women online, and on his cell phone through texts - video messaging - and phone calls. Plus, I wouldn't doubt that he gets majorly into sending naked pictures of himself to lots of women ! It simply makes sense..... 

After all, why else would he be SO insistent on doing MORE AND MORE to separate us like this !!!!!! ..... Unless, he's BUSY with Others ! 

But..... I suppose..... Why should I care ? 

He obviously has NO RESPECT for me..... 

Whoever he's carrying on with online has NO IDEA who he really is ! ALL they know is the FAKE person he shows them online, and through his cell phone ! That's how he lured me in, so I know first hand. 

Tonight I could tell that " something " was on his mind, but no matter how much I gently proded him to talk to me, he wouldn't. I'm so sick and tired of him shutting me out like that ! He KNOWS how it drives me crazy ! 

I was only trying to help, and find out what was on his mind.... but He couldn't be bothered to share even the least little bit of what was on his mind ! ... NOT the least little bit ! It's pure BULLSHIT !