He wonders WHY ???.... HAHAHA !!!

I don't know if I'll ever understand how his mind works ! 

He'll do everything he can to put me down, disrespect me, control me, belittle me, and threaten me if I so much as " blink " wrong !...... but then after at least a week, or more of this... day after day... He'll suddenly " ACT " nice, and expect me to believe him ! HAHAHAHA !!!

Why should I trust his sudden " nice act " ? WHY ? 

HOW can I ? 

I've learned too many times that as soon as I let my guard down, and start believing that " he's changed ", he'll snap right back into a full-blown raging fit complete with physical threats, AND with actual physical abuse ! 

But.... despite all of this, he ACTS hurt, and full of disbelief, when I show him bitterness, and skepticism, when he approaches me in a " nice way " ! 

He has NO RIGHT to give me ANY attitude for being skeptical, edgy, and grouchy, when he puts on a " nice facade " !