As if yesterday never happened ....

I realize that dwelling on what happened with " him " yesterday won't undue the fact that it happened, and it won't magically make him give me a heartfelt apology - ( instead of a half-hearted one that also included trying to blame ME for what happened as soon as I barely mentioned that yesterday was " already " a horrible day for me even BEFORE I had got home from the mri exam appointment ). 

So.... I suppose that today shouldn't surprise me too much. It's not the first time that he's been one way - one day, and then the very next day it's like a light switch has been flipped. 

Today he's been relatively " calm " - except for some anger / frustration at one of his xbox 360 games. Plus he even set up the kitchen table for us to play a game of chess. To continue the " peace " of the day I agreed to the chess game. Besides, I was bored anyway being that there was nothing good on tv at that time. 

The game went just fine. He won as usual, since I'm nowhere near the same level of chess player as he is, but at least I did manage to take a small handful of his pieces. 

After the chess game I asked him what else he wanted to do, and he said that it was " nap time ". He went to the bedroom to take a nap, but I stayed awake out here in the living room. I couldn't help it. I've had simply way too many things on my mind lately. Just last night I could barely sleep because of nightmares, and a LOT of pain ! 

I probably should have taken a nap while he was doing so in the bedroom, since this evening I'll be very tired now while he'll be likely bouncing off the walls ! lol.... I'll just have to deal with it as patiently as I can, so that the rest of this day remains as " peaceful " as the first part of has been.