I guess yesterday meant NOTHING to him

Apparently what I did yesterday didn't mean a damn thing to him ! 

He couldn't even give me a few days - in a row - of peace and sanity, before going completely psychotic on me ! 

It was over a simple thing .... JUST BECAUSE I was taking a Goody's headache powder, and He did NOT understand that I have to shake it into my mouth MORE THAN ONCE to get ALL of it out of the individual dose packaging ! 

He SWORE.... and started to go COMPLETELY BESERK ON ME.... SCREAMING AT ME THAT I WAS TAKING " MORE " THAN ONE OF THEM !..... When I TRIED a few times to explain that I was ONLY taking ONE, he screamed at me that I was a " LYING CUNT !!!!!..... HE CALLED ME A " LYING CUNT " SEVERAL MORE TIMES DURING THE EPISODE ! 

PLUS.... HE ATTACKED ME WITH A PILLOW... HOLDING IT BALLED UP SO IT WOULD INFLICT " MAXIMUM DAMAGE ", AS HE USED IT ON ME AS A " WEAPON " !!!!.... HE KEPT HITTING ME IN THE FACE WITH IT... OVER AND OVER.... EVEN WHEN I WAS SCREAMING AT HIM TO PLEASE STOP !!!!!!!!

When he was done hitting me - after he came within inches of punching my legs with his fist - but punched my chair's footrest instead. .... and I couldn't help starting to cry loudly... but of course he threatened me with MORE VIOLENCE if I didn't stop !!!!! ..... 

AFTER all of that happened he cleaned up the " MESS " he had caused during his RAGING FIT.... and left for the Library. THANK GOD.... I needed some space without him..... BUT...

Of course when he came back... he acted as IF NOTHING NEGATIVE happened earlier ! 

So as usual.... He NEVER apologized for attacking me, and calling me a " Lying Cunt " -- and a " Lazy ASS " !.... and he went into the bedroom for a " nap ". 

GOD HELP ME !