That is a horrible way to be feeling. Can you explain a little what is over or that you failed at? It may help us respond more helpfully. I do hope you feel better. And every ending, is a new beginning.

Rock bottom is a difficult place to be, but the good news is the only way from there is up. What is it that is over? Sorry you're hurting!

Yes please fill in a few more details for us so that we can know what you are referring to. Sorry that you're having a hard time. We are here for you and would love to talk to you more.

i have felt like this...like this is the end of my life..but, the years don't say it is so...

you are in a bad place mentally..you are going to have to wait this period out...it's hard to force yourself to feel better...if possible...therapy..meds.

it's not the end..but it is a phase..but i really think..it takes a little time to get through. you can't fix it..but there are little changes you can make..lilke asking yourself what makes you very unhappy in life? is it relationships w/ your family?

for me it took leaving my spouse and getting my own apartment..then i had to heal my realtionship w/ my teeenage children. still things aren't perfect. but i'm not in that abyss. i do slip.

in answer to your qestin, yes, i do feel one is in limbo at the stage you say your in. we are around the same age...so maybe it is a life stage. maybe it is a time for soul searching and it is hard. i wish you strength for this.

What is "it"?

Sorry you feel this way, a hard place to be in. Hoping you are able to share with the DS community what "is over." Much strength and peace to you.

each moment is a beginning.

thanks to all for the support and replies.

I do want to apologize because I am a very private person so I have a hard time writing about what i going on in my life...but I do feel like I am caught in some sort of neverending cycle that is robbing me of my joy. Maybe I can share more later I'll try but right now the best I can do is my journal entry for today. I am trying to cope and really need to know that someone, anyone, is listening.

Here is a link to my journal entry today.

http://www.dailystrength.org/people/292559/journal

I may add more later. I don't know I am really feeling tired I've been up since 8:30 this morning looking for something and I've found two thirds of what I'm looking for but need to find the last part. and right now I am just tired and sleepy and feel a headache coming on. So I hope my journal entry helps y'alll a little. I don't know.

Thanks again for listening.

I read somewhere once that the only true failure is not getting back up and trying again.

Sorry if that doesn't help you out.

But know that you're heard, and that I hope things get better very soon. Big hugs.