Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING....TO FEEL ANYTHING....TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING....
MY MIND IS RACING...EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DO....HOW TO DO IT...I CAN EVEN SEE IMAGES IN MY MIND OF DOING THESE THINGS...
SIMPLE THINGS ...LIKE FIXING ME A SANDWICH....THOSE THINGS WE HAVE TO DO ...LIKE CLEANING UP OUR HOMES AND OURSELVES...DIFFICULT THINGS...FUN THINGS....ALL THINGS....BUT i CAN'T DO IT ....
I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING....NOT EVEN FIX ME A SANDWICH...IT TOOK ME ABOUT TWO HOURS TO DETERMINE THAT i WANT A TUNA SANDWICH....I JUST MADE THAT DECISION RIGHT BEFORE i STARTED TO WRITE THIS....BUT NOW...I GUESS IT'S GOING TO TAKE ANOTHER TWO HOURS FOR ME TO CARE ENOUGH AND HAVE THE ENERGY TO GO INTO THE KITCHEN AND MAKE IT....THEN WHEN I FINALLY SIT DOWN TO EAT IT...I KNOW i WON'T ENJOY IT....BECAUSE RIGHT NOW i DON'T ENJOY ANYTHING!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!?
WHEN WILL THIS ALL GO AWAY?
HOW DO YOU DEAL THIS WITH THIS CRAPPY FEELING OF NOT GIVING A DAMN ABOUT ANYTHING?
HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH NOT ACCOMPLISHING A DAMN THING DAY IN AND DAY OUT....
GOD!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO DAMN FRUSTRATING!!!!!!
MY MIND IS RACING...EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DO....HOW TO DO IT...I CAN EVEN SEE IMAGES IN MY MIND OF DOING THESE THINGS...
SIMPLE THINGS ...LIKE FIXING ME A SANDWICH....THOSE THINGS WE HAVE TO DO ...LIKE CLEANING UP OUR HOMES AND OURSELVES...DIFFICULT THINGS...FUN THINGS....ALL THINGS....BUT i CAN'T DO IT ....
I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING....NOT EVEN FIX ME A SANDWICH...IT TOOK ME ABOUT TWO HOURS TO DETERMINE THAT i WANT A TUNA SANDWICH....I JUST MADE THAT DECISION RIGHT BEFORE i STARTED TO WRITE THIS....BUT NOW...I GUESS IT'S GOING TO TAKE ANOTHER TWO HOURS FOR ME TO CARE ENOUGH AND HAVE THE ENERGY TO GO INTO THE KITCHEN AND MAKE IT....THEN WHEN I FINALLY SIT DOWN TO EAT IT...I KNOW i WON'T ENJOY IT....BECAUSE RIGHT NOW i DON'T ENJOY ANYTHING!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!?
WHEN WILL THIS ALL GO AWAY?
HOW DO YOU DEAL THIS WITH THIS CRAPPY FEELING OF NOT GIVING A DAMN ABOUT ANYTHING?
HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH NOT ACCOMPLISHING A DAMN THING DAY IN AND DAY OUT....
GOD!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO DAMN FRUSTRATING!!!!!!
As for your situation, you don't mention if you're seeing a doctor or taking meds
If you want to quit feeling shitty talk to a doctor, make sure you take your meds correctly and keep pushing forward.
You will get your mojo back. Just keep posting and sharing. Your friends will send you positive energy. I am sending some now. Hope you enjoy the tuna san!!!!