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Status: "Scars are stories, history written on the body" Kathryn Harrison
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So I was thinking tonight that its been 8 days since I showered, not that I'm proud of that……so why not at least take a bath. I was thinking its been a while since I took a bath. I know I'm a guy...
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I care very much for my parents but we have a communication problem. Come to think of it this has gone on my whole life. I feel like its mostly my fault being so fucking moody they never knew which...
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Well, I went and did it……I went to the movies with my dad. I couldn't help but feel nervous for some reason, kinda like we just don't do things like that, we don't have that kind of...
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Got off the phone with my dad a little while ago and he was suggesting we go to see a movie together. Its some new Adam Sandler movie and is supposed to be very funny. This took me off guard,...
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Not really sure where to begin. I have so many thoughts in my head its chaotic, very busy. Oh well, it happens. Anyway, for a while now I feel like I complain a lot. Here on DS and in my therapists...
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Oh boy, I'm in trouble. Forgot to take my night time meds and its 2am and I have to get up for work in about 3hrs. I don't understand it, what the fuck happened. I may not be good at a lot of...
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I can't remember the last time I sat down to watch a movie at home. Usually its reality shows or something else on TV. Tonight Edgar and I watched Warrior, a great movie. I'm happy that I had a...
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Sometimes I feel like a broken record. Going on and on about something but stuff keeps happening that really bothers me. The worst part is I did it to myself. Its all my fault.Today at work a...
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More and more people are asking about my scars on my forearms and I just don't know what to tell them. Mostly this happens at work. I jokingly tell them that I got in a fight with a bear or I was...
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OK, so this is kind of a weird journal entry. I am counting on my friends to comment and help me out. Knowing that my friends are wonderful I have no doubt they will help me out. Please don't laugh...
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I'm tired today. I thought I got a good night sleep but I suppose not. I'm just sitting in the chair feeling indifferent to the world around me. I'm not even sure if thats a bad sign or if I'm just...
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Back from my visit with my brother and his family. Overall, it all went well. Only a few awkward moments. I was really nervous about the ride there with my dad, like what do we talk about? Do I bring...
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I'm sad. I should be happy but I'm sad. I hate this fucking illness. Sometimes I just wish I didn't know about bipolar. Sometimes I wish I just thought I was different. Who knew that "different"...
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When I was in the hospital I was trying to think of things that I could do to help myself when I got out. I feel like I don't always try hard enough to help myself. I was specifically thinking of...
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Back to work tomorrow and I can't help but feel anxious about it. I've only been out of work a little over a week but it feels like longer. One of the things I'm nervous about is work has been such...
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