PaganSpirit
Status: "Scars are stories, history written on the body" Kathryn Harrison
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I'm just not in the holiday spirit, plain and simple. All day at work today people kept wishing me a merry christmas and in all honesty after a while it really started to annoy me. Does that make me...
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Woke up today not feeling too well and all day so far I haven't been feeling well. I feel sad today and I don't know where its coming from. I even felt like I was going to cry while at work and...
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Had therapy this morning and we talked a lot about my long weekend with work. She wanted to know how the lack of sleep and being overworked affected me. I told her that I am physically and mentally...
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So I found out yesterday that I would have to work a double on Friday. I didn't want to and I'm not happy about it but I understand that these things happen at my job sometimes. Just before I left...
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Not sure where to begin or what to say. Not feeling very good today. I feel down, lonely, detached.I think thats all I can say for now. I have a lot of emotions built up but don't know how to let...
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Just a little check in with myself. I wanna try and write more journal entries. Either on here or in my real life one. I feel it helps me and I don't do it enough. So anyway, how am I doing these...
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So, today my therapist asked me(as she does every session) "how are you doing?" I'm always paranoid if I say I'm doing good I will be setting myself up for a downfall. Kinda like if I say I'm doing...
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425am and I've been up since midnight. Cant seem to stop all the racing thoughts. Some of the thoughts concern my mistake I made yesterday and I'm still worrying a lot if I will get in trouble. I...
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Despite only getting about 4hrs of sleep I feel alright today. Work wasn't too stressful and I even had a few laughs with my co-workers. I am tempted to change my orange(bad) face to yellow(ok) but...
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The guy I usually work with wed., thur., and fri. is out of town for the week on business so I am stuck working with someone I really can't stand. He's lazy and he fucking stinks. Plus he does a...
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Made it through another week of work. I'm so tired and feel very emotional. Getting forced to work overtime sucked but the extra money will be good. The next couple days (my weekend) are supposed to...
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Got forced into working another double shift. 17hrs is a long time to be at work for me. Its been a while since this has happened but it still sucked! It takes so much out of me, physically and...
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I feel stuck. I'm not getting worse (a good thing) but I'm not getting better. I feel like this has been going on for a while now. Its very frustrating. I'm not suicidally depressed but I...
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Loneliness. This is something that plagues me. I have a family that cares about me, some people I can call friends and a great cat but I still feel lonely. I'm sure its all my fault because I...
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I'm doing ok these days. Could be better but could be worse. My sleep has been ok lately also which is a nice change. Still have those nights when I just can't sleep though but those are thankfully...
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