PaganSpirit
Status: "Scars are stories, history written on the body" Kathryn Harrison
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Laying there just watching the clock. Its funny, the minutes go by and it seems like they are going faster than a minute should go. Its 4am and I've been up since 230am. Just can't sleep. I ran out...
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Work wasn't so bad today although I couldn't wait for it to be over because it was my last day of work for a while. I am now on my vacation. Just the thought of not needing to go into work for a...
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I had to do it. I had to call out sick for work tomorrow. Even after having 2 days off I feel I couldn't go back to work yet. I just wasnt ready. I haven't been feeling too good the past couple...
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Wow, haven't written in a while. Well, its been about 2 months since my dad died. It still doesn't feel real sometimes. I find myself thinking of him at all different times of the day and most...
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Just before I left work today at shift change one of my co-workers asked how I was doing. Somehow I could tell that this wasn't just a standard "hey, how you doing" type of thing, I could tell he...
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Today was my first day back to work and boy did it suck. I didn't even know we where supposed to get a winter storm. For us here in NC thats usually only a couple inches but its mixed with freezing...
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Feeling nothing but sadness today, just want to curl up in a ball and hope it all goes away. I have to go back to work in two days and I just don't know how I'm going to pull it together enough to...
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Don't know where to begin. Everyone has shown me so much support and caring I fear I have let you all down. I gave in today and cut. With all my pent up emotions it was the release I was looking...
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The depression is getting worse. I can barely make it out of the house for therapy. All I want to do is lay on the couch and sleep. Well, I try to sleep but my mind keeps racing and I can't calm...
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We had a gathering tonight of friends and family in memory of my father. It was at the church he went to and my mother and brother put together a collage of photos of my dad. It was really nice and a...
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Just got the call from my brother, my father passed away. I knew it was coming but now its real. He's gone. Now he's at peace.
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We had a meeting with the doctor this morning and it wasn't good. My dad hasn't improved in the past three days. All hope for him making it out of this alive is gone. They are making him as...
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I've been to the hospital the past two days for most of the day but today I decided not to go. I couldn't. Its too much for me to handle. I can't bear to see my dad suffering so much. I feel weak...
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Dads getting worse. He's been in the hospital before but I feel like he won't make it out this time. I wish I could think more positively. I feel terrible. Feels like I'm slipping into the darkness...
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Just got a call from my mother. My dads in the hospital again. He has a bad cold, they think bronchitis, a touch of pneumonia on top of having COPD. Oh, and they are monitoring his heart because...
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