ashleysmom

Well AshleyIts been 10 months and 4 days, I am missing you so much..Yesterday we met our CF friends on top of camelback and sent messages out to you on balloons..It was hard we all cried and Lauren...

 Ashwell went to Jo Jo's sweet 16 ,Robbie was there, big Rog has been a good friend, you really find out who your friends are going thru something like this. I dont care what anyone says I would...

AshHave been trying to get your head stone done , I keep going back and forth, it is so hard I guess its permanent so I want it to be right and not mess it up. Kim from Fusion came up it was nice to...

Ash always thought i was a strong person but Im falling apart I cant take this pain anymore I miss you so much, why did you have to die? I love you so much,I want to see you in your dorm and watch...

Dear Ashwenty school shopping tonight knew it wasnt going to be a good night, I went to your grave abd just sat there and cried, I miss you so much,it hurts so much.I want you back why did you have...

First I want to say thanks to all of you for all of you support and keeping me in your thoughts..As all of you know this roller coaster we are on I am at the bottom but am trying to push thru..I want...

  Ashley     Tonight I want to remember some preciious memories and accomplishments,You where in the national honor society since 8th gradeyou loved the snow and snowmobilingyou loved your...

Well finally Friday! I feel very down today, last night was hard ,going to Ashley's highschool so many memories she spent so much time there.I have tried to keep my emotions at bay and not to cry ,I...

Ok I did make it thru the day w/out crying,I was supposed to go to a therapist,cancelled anyway went to a talk on heart disease at our highschool, my Uncles wife works for the dr so I said I would...

Ok Its Thurs started out a little rough but a friend put me on the right track, Today I will try and have a good day and not cry but remember our great kids with happy memories with a smile on my...

Well today really dragged out! when you really dont want to be somewhere it always seems to be longer, anyway feeling down wish I knew just how to go on what is the secret? How do you move these...

Tues night time seems to go slow anymore I always used to say I thought time goes so fast it seemed as I got older,you waited all yr to go on that vacation and now time seems to stand still .I guess...

Tues at work desparetly trying to keep busy..I dont really want to be here, but bills need to get paid..anyway feeling down as usual havent had any bball games or practice so nothing to keep my mind...

Well Mon night, feeling out of it today and while at work my computer went down, but anyway feeling like Im in a daze.Wondering how I got to this place in my life? I know no one could ever expect...

At my desk monday morning Im feeling exhausted and sick A wonderful combo..I had a rough night I havent been able to sleep lately I keep going over the accident in my head I dont know why I try to...