ashleysmom

 well it has been so long since Ive written..not much has changed I think of Ashley every second of everyday...It is almost another new year, another year my Ash didnt exist in..  Ash you would be...

well finally Penndot is doing something to our road only after so many deaths...a lot of people complaining oh it will tie traffic road rage who are they kidding there is already road rage.....anyway...

I so wish I had my old life back!! It seems like I am some sort of zombie,I try to get some kind of joy in my life but how?? I try and be there for the others I try to get involved with their sports...

Where to begin? have been wanting to write but never seem to have the time or energy..last week I had a little talk with my priest feel intimidated sometimes by him, but anyway I went because we are...

Ok Holiday over, thank goodness... my brother flew in from Florida ,that was nice we had a nice visit, kept the emotions in till after Easter dinner, then had a little melt down, I just miss Ashley...

Hi to allThanks so much for all the hugs and flowers and your thoughts!! my computer has been down so I dont get a chance to come here often....I think of all of my friends here often and hope all...

March 7 my husbands birthday, a hard day for him cause Ashley would always do something special and always make her famous choc cake for her dad...yesterday I was having a tough day , Theresa's...

Feeling so blah lately , I guess I am just missing Ashley so damn much I have been thinking of her every sec and just feel so depressed..it is so hard...I dont know what to believe , so many...

Another week gone bymade it thru Kaitlyn's 16th birthday, I wasnt sure how it was going to be, another event her big sister wont see, I have been feeling so depressed lately so down I try to find the...

Another week is here! This new life is so exhausting to get thru and I really dont do much, not like before I could always muster up some xtra energy and never fell, know I need it all just to get...

Well its been so long since I wrote anything, but basically its the same stuff, I go thru this life now just getting by, I have no true joy, yes I manage to let out a smile or 2 but its not a true...

yes holidays over....tree gone decorations down....next yr going away....have to try something different something to help keep my pain from being too overwhelming....I dread another yr of this..the...

Another new year to start, another yr without you in it, how cruel...I so miss your smile ans your laugh,when you got goofy and wrestled your dad all over my bed..I miss so many things, why did this...

Its been a while since Ive written, have been finding it hard to do much lately..just sit around either at work or at home, have my wine or kahlua at night and think...its Dec 27, made it thru the...

ok holiday right around the corner ,makes me miss Ashley more, it has been incredibly hard lately, I find myself yelling more at my kids I just cant get into the xmas thing and I KNOW IT ISNT FAIR TO...