Well AshleyIts been 10 months and 4 days, I am missing you so much..Yesterday we met our CF friends on top of camelback and sent messages out to you on balloons..It was hard we all cried and Lauren cried I told her we have to remember you and she cried back that she doesnt want to remember she wants to see you , it breaks my heart over and over, this has changed our lves so much, afterwards we had a small BBQ at our house remember Sean? the boy that commited suicide that you knew in school? he graduated 1 yr ahead of you, I remeber how upset you where that yr with all those kids that kept dying, well his mom and brothers came.It seems like yesterday why did you have to die I just dont understand...I Love YouAlways and Forever..Love Mum

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There is no answer my friend. These are things that will have to wait until we get to them. We will see them again. This I can promise. I know each day now seems to bring a different emotion with it. Please take it easy on yourself, this is still so fresh. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
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Kim,we can never get answers.We just have to try and accept that our lives have changed for ever.Hugs.
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No answers, no understanding, no liking it. Just day by day struggling to accept. I pray you feel Ashley\'s presence and she gifts you with a vision or dream or sign that will help heal your broken heart. Sending you love and peace as best I can.
Hugs from Teri and Kala
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JUST KNOW UR NOT ALONE..HUGS TO U AND HERE FOR U ALSO...DIANA
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None of us understand why we lost our children. The pain is so real, but with support we\'ll make it.