Ash always thought i was a strong person but Im falling apart I cant take this pain anymore I miss you so much, why did you have to die? I love you so much,I want to see you in your dorm and watch you continue to grow into the most wonderful young lady, you were so awesome how could you be gone? this cant be true you werent supposed to die..the red cross called last night they want to make sure I show up sunday guess i have the good stuff, i would have never done this if not for you you thoughtit was so important you gave your life so i guess the least i can do is do it for you..they also sent me a letter from ASHLEY ,PA do you believe it...please come home...
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HUGGING U TIGHT....STAY STRONG..WERE ALL WALKING BESIDE YOU AND ASHLEY IS WITH YOU ALWAYS,,,GOD HOW I KNOW UR PAIN AND HEARTACHE.......HUGS**DIANA(CODYS MOM)
I\'m feeling your pain.It hurts so bad that they are gone. What are we going to do? The days keep having different names so I\'m sure lifeis going on but I\'m still in April, just can\'t get on. Love to you, God bless us all.
I feel your pain too darling. I\'ve said these same things. It\'s beyond words, this ache in our hearts. But it is not beyond our ability to survive this ache. You hang on, to me, to others, to family, to God, to journaling, to Ashley, to reading, to anything and everything you can which gives you strength and comfort. Ashley is proud of you. And I think it\'s amazing that the letter came for Ashley, PA....What a sign!!!
Ashley darling, hug your momma real tight today and give her a reason to smile. She needs to feel your presence and I know how much you want to comfort her. Oh, and tell Kala I could use a hug today too!
Hugs from Teri and Kala.
Ashley is so beautiful. I know your pain. I just lost my son and only child less than 3 weeks ago. I beg God everyday to please bring him home to me. No mother should ever have to experience the pain of losing a child. I breaks my heart to read so many journals and stories of so many promising kids leaving this world. I am struggling to find a reason to keep living. My son was my life and now that he is gone I don\'t feel like I have a life anymore. Just know that we are all here to help eachother through this journey. I know it is a painful journey, but your daughter was so full of life and joy, that she would want you to enjoy life as much as she did for 17 years. All my love, Shawn (Cameron\'s mom)