ashleysmom

So have to let it out. Was annoyed with laurens coach. She has been very emotional lately I think turning 17 now the same age as her big sis. Going for her driving test mock crash at school etc he...

Oh its been so long since I've written so much going on. I wish I could spend more time writing but I never seem to have the time for myself. Always feeling guilty for the 2 younger girls. They...

Just found out this past Sun that Kaitlyn is expecting ! due sometime in Sept ! Im happy and excited and also sad  , I cried Mon on my way into work just wishing Ashley were here  She is missing so...

So today marks 9 years Ashley hasn't been here as well as the 50th that I hve been here. Doesn't seem right definately not fair but as they say life goes on...Todaywewent to Ashleys grave which I...

Not sure really how I'm feeling. Tired old feeling sorry for myself today we all were rmmbering some of our past tips with ashley especially our snowmobiling trips to quebec just wishing she were...

I want to say thanks to all of the wonderfull people here!  I so appreciate all Of the messages. And comments I know I don't come on much but I do try and read everyones comments thanks for always...

OK so here comes another Nov I hate Nov! anyway  This week has been so weird, have been up and down  Its been 8 yrs ! Nov 3 the anniversary of Ashleys accident than the long 9 days thinking she was...

Ok just got back from Ohio, dropped off Theresa at school, bittersweet.. we made it our vacation spent a few days before at Lake Erie broke down with our RV got it going 5 hrs later but we finally...

Coming to another chapter in my life.. Theresa will graduate in 5 months from HS, I will be sad and glad, glad she will finally get out of HS its been a very hard,long and painful at times journey......

Thanks to all that send hugs. I so appreciate that it means so much to get those precious words of kindness.  Not sure where I'm at anymore thought I was moving forward seems I took a big step...

It has been such a long time , I try and promise myself to stay up and keep in touch but it seems as if just dealing with everyday issues is hard enough to do!  well another summer has come and gone...

WOW 7 years of birthdays without Ashley seems impossible!  We took our boat out last night , Ashley never got to see or go out on it , I know she would have loved it she was all for that kind of...

wow its really been a long time ....I don't know which is harder dealing with the death of my daughter or dealing with the lives left behind ????? It has been a long road Im hoping I see a glimmer of...

Its been so long since Ive been here way too long!! so much has been happening  just when you feel you are making some progress the floors caves in on you.. Theresa again going thru some bad times ...

Holidays finally over so glad they are over, just a lot of hustle and bustle to just try and keep the sadness from surfacing.. My brother is up from Florida leaving tomorrow morning it was nice to...