Tues at work desparetly trying to keep busy..I dont really want to be here, but bills need to get paid..anyway feeling down as usual havent had any bball games or practice so nothing to keep my mind busy, Just wish I had one magic wish to turn time back and all of our children would be safe and sound! I wonder why there has to be so much pain on this earth, everyday since Ashley's accident I hear of more and more accidents with kids,today there was a report a report on the news a family had car trouble and was on the side of the highway and a pick up swerved to miss a car and hit 3 kids 2 died and 1 is in critical! how terrible, I guess since Ashley's accident I have become so much more aware of the pain and suffering involved with losing a child..This world is such a cruel place..Well I really hope Ashley is somewhere better but I still think the best place for her would be home with her family.....
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I couldn\'t agree more. Jeff and I say jake is in another place or a good place but never a better place, becaus even though I know he is with God, a better place would be with me. I know he is just on the other side. I can\'t see him but I know he is there. You have to know that of Ashley as well. She is just on the other side. You need to watch for signs that she is with you. I watch everyday and things that I didn\'t think at the time were signs are in fact them. I received an email from one of Jakes friends. It said that Jake told her that he hated to see me cry. So I will work on that. Because everyday since he\'s been gone that\'s all he sees. We need to let them know that we miss them, that we wish they were here but that someday we will be ok. And that we will honor them and make them proud. Lots of hugs, Kathy
I completely agree. Josh\'s best place is at home where he belongs. I am having a hard day at work today trying to stay busy too. Josh has been on my mind alot today. Since his accident all I hear are about young people dying. We even had a 17 year old in our mall hang himself about 2 weeks ago. Why did God take our children? Josh was not bothering nobody. As you can tell I am a little on the angry side today. I will pray for both of us. Love, Rhonda