Well Mon night, feeling out of it today and while at work my computer went down, but anyway feeling like Im in a daze.Wondering how I got to this place in my life? I know no one could ever expect something like this to happen, but It is still so hard to believe, my beautiful daughter never to give her a hug or hold her again,life is so unfair!well I can sleep tonight wish I could unplug my brain! no more nightmare....
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We all struggle everyday to understand how we got to this place. These things that happen should not. But you have to know that Ashley\'s not gone she\'s just on the other side. You can\'t physically see her but she is there. She is proud of you. She hates to see you cry but understands that it is because you miss her. I just received an email from one of Jake\'s friends. i nver met her but she told me that her and Jake talked alot and in her email she commented that Jake told her how he hates to see me cry. So I now have made a commitment to myself to try and stop crying and fill the whole in my heart with memories of Jake. Baby steps are what it takes you just have to try one baby step a day. Lots of hugs, Kathy
Our nightmares are real. I had tears on my cheeks all day today. Your daze sounds like what I describe as feeling dead.
However khillman9 is correct they are just on the other side. It helps to know this if you hang on to the knowledge.
My daughter and I are going to see
Sylvia Brown this coming Saturday. Read her book or books if you want.
Jesus rose and manifested himself so his disciples could understand this mystery.