ashleysmom

Well Its Tues and I had a really hard day, I cried a lot today, I miss Ashley so much! my day started out w/a arguement w/my 15 yr old,then it just got worse, I cried for just about my entire commute...

Went to church today , my girls are giving me such a hard time going anymore,especially Theresa my 11 yr old, She hears me say I upset w/god and also doent understand why god didnt answer her prayers...

1st time since back fr/Florida that I stopped at Ashleys grave,I didnt even get out of the car and I just started crying,I hate this , I still cant believe this has happened, she was such an awesome...

Made it thru another day, a lot is going on having some issues with my 15 yr old , had problems before now they are only complicated, just dont know how to deal with it all especially since Im so...

Well just got back from a week in Florida, It was so hard to leave on that plane I cried so hard I felt awful! I felt like I was leaving Ashley behind , it was terrible, then I had to keep going off...

Only 1 hr and 2o min to go to get of work, i dont want to be here the days just drag I hate it, but I will be leaving for Florida tomorrow ,visiting my brother will be nice to gat a change of...

well its Tues night made it thru yet another day, I cried this afternoon at work a little had to meet our financial adviser sheseen me and just came up to me and hugged me she kept saying she was...

well made it thru today, I really dont want to be there, wish I could hit the lottery or something I just dont know what I want I feel so lost and lonely I want my daughter back, I still just can...

Another mon at work I almost called in I really didnt want to come in, then the kids had a 2hr delay because it is so cold outside,had to take sleeping med again last night I just cant sleep I wish I...

Today was a bad day, I got thru the morning then I just couldnt hold it all together. I called a friend up the street from where I work ,she had called me after she herd of Ashley's accident, she...

Just sitting here at work so hard to get motivated I just dont want to be here, I just miss ashley so much, Iwant to go get her and bring her home! I cant believe this happened, she didnt deserve...

Again another night then tomorrow another day t get thru, it doesnt seem to much easier, I long to see Ashley again to hear her voice I just miss her so much, I just dont understand why this had to...

Its another day , another day w/out my precios daughter, She was such a huge part of my life I feel so lost and so lonely I want to see her again and hear her voice, but I get pushed back into...